GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!

1st January 2009, 12.30pm

Happy New Year everyone! the G Gang only left 3 of us to spend the countdown yesterday..so pathetic..but turn out to be good oso. This proven that in this world,there's no such thing as who lost who and will not be able to carry on..life still goes on..Working in the day as usual yesterday, and went straight to 1 Utama in the night,went home early at about 12 something in the morning.Went to sleep at 2 something. waiting for messages of no return.. This will probably be the first special celebrations for many new couples..Some will be memorable and some maybe disappointing.. To me,it's probably like jus another ordinary day,because i have no someone special to spent with..these are some photos taken yesterday.

it's last day of the year and we had nothing to do in the office..luckily i brought my camera to pass time..do i look like an office lady now?

another close up one..gosh..nearly can see obvious tummy already..lol

me and my working partner,may..we both were busy campwhoring

in 1u:so random le..nothing to do until we snap photos..wei ee and uncle lau wei liang

me and bestie

we had shabu shabu for dinner:the food tasted so delicious..maybe cos i'm hungry..i'm the first to finish my portion..

our meal before it is emptied..

uncle lau taking his own sweet time to cook the raw food..looking so serious but actually he's always our entertainer

see her laughing so happily..thanks to uncle lau

There are more photos taken at the central park avenue.but it's with irene.Hope to get the photos from her soon.

My New Year Resolution: To leave everything bad and sad which had happened lsat year behind, to smile happily from inside out and to learn how to be persuasive more..it might sound simple..but it's hard to make everything come true..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMSI

29th December 2008, 9.00pm
Once again a bithday wish for you..U sound so blur when i called today..Must be a hard night for you yesterday huh..hehe..let's recall back how i got to know u..it's actually quite random.We're in the same class,SN7Q.and one fine day,when we decided to have lunch together,took economy rice,and there's how we got to know each other. And coincidently, this dude is staying at the same condo i'll be staying that time.So everything is fated that we became close now.When i first shifted in in Melati Utama,he was so nice and borrowed me his spare mattress for me.And he was like being the host,take us for the first dinner there.As time passes,we became closer.We knew each other's habit so well.he is always late for class,and well known for 'fishing' in the class.I supposed he improved now.And he always come to my unit last time.I need to emphasize that not to visit me,but to stalk on someone else.Haha.Though we know not really long,but the friendship we developed can be considered quite strong le i suppose.what do you think?this guy always say i talk very loud wan..so maybe i lower down my volume a bit now because of him..and this time he came back,he ask me to walk more feminine like a girl..so i shall take your words..hehe..Special dedication to you WONG CHEN SHING:hope you will faster get wei ee a 'dai sou' la..the photos taken below are from the genting trip we went last year,it was amazing.there's 11 of us cramming ourselves in a deluxe room with jus only 1 king size bed.

for this shot,we were figuring out how to post..and finally we end up with our significant action..

used to be the a level gang:lynn,james,hock wei,me, wei ee

3 of us..

UPDATES

28th December 2008, 9.50pm
Was very lazy to upload photos taken for the previous weeks and finally did it now.These are the little updates on what, where and who i hanged out lately. Not many photos taken for other outings as my camera always low battery and forgot to bring my camera along for outings.

First 3 shots, it was after the econs paper on 10th december.We went to mid valley to have zanmai sushi. The green tea ice cream was superb. we came here was partly because of JAMES WONG CHEN SHING.My a level macha(according to him,it means buddy,hoped i spelles it correctly)We spend endless pillow talks, study moments together back in last year. We communicate extraordinarily,which makes us best buddies today..haha.. This fella is turning 20 tomorrow. Suppose to go ipoh and crash his party.but he was such a concern guy,he is worried bout our safety driving all the way there at night,so he ask us not to come,though i know he very much wanted us to be there. Jamsi,Happy Birthday!you will always in my mind as due to the penang incident which we are still keeping you in suspense.hehe..May all your wishes come true. This dude is a more high ended person edi. That day we went shopping with him, he is different from the person we went shopping together last year,but no offence k,your still the nicest friend to me,made the effort to call me on my birthday all the way from australia,i'm so touched.i'm getting a bit long winded here talking so much bout him.din really had the time to chat liked we used to last time ever since ur back from aussey. we were both busy with respective plans.Lastly, hope to catch up with you more soon..

thats me and bestie, she is james' ah mui

"heng mui ching sum"

me and him,he always criticizes me,that makes us so close..

Following photos:cheong k session happened on 26th december among the Chin and Chew family.we went Neway @ Puchong for dinner buffet.stayed up till 3 something in the morning only go home..ging..all have the singing cell..and those attended the outing that night were either married or single,no on eis attached.so vegee chin,my oldest cousin brother, made a deal, next year today,which is 26th dec 2009, everyone will have to bring a partner along,and the outing will be on him. He is being so generous.Thanks vegee, no matter what, i will grab a partner along with me that time,whether it is my real boyfrined or just a part time one.hehe..we went really 'high' and crazy that night.seriously we should have more outings like that..distance is not a problem to us,though we are separate apart between seremban and kl,but afterall it's only 45 minutes drive ma...hehe.

vivien and my sis,another 'keh leh feh' at the back.he is the one who served us that night..

the singles:vegee chin,vivien chew,adelaine and caroline chin

singing so 'professionally'

such sweet husband and wife,they dumped nicholas boy at home and joined us

ah keng and pauline

vegee and keng

Is it normal to always day dream and flashing back good and bad things? Is it always advisable to not look into the past,but look towards future. But how can i not look back into the past as those past mould me for who i am today.

A special post for the special someone:it might be silly to say that i am willing to wait, as no one knows what will happen in the future. But i jus want to let you know that for the moment i will. Though you will not read this, but i take this as my confession.i'm giving you time to overcome your doubts.You might forget the things i've done for you but i'm still hoping that you will remember me and contact me soon.

CRUEL EVES..

26th December 2008, 1.45pm

This year is approaching to an end.Definately not a good year for me, going through many hard times.Ihad most of the worst eve in this year. It first started with Merdeka eve, follow by my birthday eve, and Christmas eve. On Merdeka eve, my ex broke up with me,i managed to get up by myself after 2 months of dwelling. On birthday eve,i met with car accident,banged the most luxurious car Mercedez Benz,have to pay compensation which cost RM 1280. Now left with only 1 installment and my burden will be lessen. Unfortunately, bad luck is not over yet. On Christmas eve, once again i accepted terrible rejection, and i spent my Christmas staying at home flashing back on my sillyness. Once someone has the knowledge on palm reading and told me that i will encounter messy love life judging based on my palm. i did not really believe as i believe in myself for achieving the happiness i wanted. Today, someone told me the same fact for the second time and i finally realised that it might be true. But the person advised me not to be too pessimist over this matter as i am capable enough to depend on myself. i think what this person said was true. Though i am still finding my way out of misery, but i have in myself that i can overcome all these and hoping for something good in 2009. I am working part time in a consulting company now, most of my free time is occupied. I have an overall loving family i supposed, a job with its pay reaches my fulfillment and i should have no worries in my life now. But human beings are never satisfied. I still uncertain of what i want to attain in my life.

HUMILIATION

5th December 2008, 10.00am

I have lost confidence in love,thanks to 2 jerks. the first one is now in the past,though the wound is healed,but the scar is still visible there. the second one does not bother about my feelings. whenever he calls me,i will try my best to pick up his call, but when i call back,it's not the response i expected from him. i wanted to pour out all my humilation and torture from job to him, but before i could even speak about all these,all he said was ok lar, go to sleep early.it's terrible working yesterday, got humiliated so terribly not only her, by those visitors especially hotel guests. you people think that you are staying in a 5 star hotel and you are on top of the world, or thinks that jus because you employ me and you can show your temper at me in front of so many girls?i thought people staying in a high class hotel suppose to be more civilized and polite. i was doing my job according to the procedure..you thought you paid so much for the hotel accomodation and i'm suppose to cater you the hospitality as well. you are tourists and i respected you by explaining to you in a soft and polite manner, but how you responded was asking me to grow up.hello..it's the rule set by the star hill management, you think i'm so free to interfere with where you want to go? why lar..i just wanted someone to hear my dissatifaction and my complaints, but no one is willing to listen. u forgot wat you promised last week,i was mad not because u did not make it for the meet up,but u did not even bother to call me and let me know that you are busy. am i easier and nicer to be bullied?i jus wanted someone to comfort me when i am working so hard,taking all the negative treatment to me all by myself, just to settle my accident debts. i wished i have someone to cry to when i feel that the whole world is against me. when one is giving you rejection, you still have hope for the better second one, but when the second one giving you cold shoulders as well, you will be physically and mentally got broken down in to pieces,jus like me now.. if you guys wonder why i've been losing so much weight lately,either in a healthy or unhealthy way, that's the answer to it, due to 2 jerks who filled up my life with so much sorrow, tears, ignorance,cruelty, frustration which contributes to the body i've always dreamed. should i be happy about it?

Wedding Dinner @ Jinjang

1st Dec 2008, 10.00pm

It's the last month of 2008,time flies so fast..Last night attended my dad's cousin's wedding dinner. The wedding place was kinda isolated,people attended majority are a bit 'paria'. But enjoyed chatting with my eldest cousin brother.Here are some photos taken.

sis was not here,incomplete family portrait
cousin bro, me,dad and mum

nicky boy and his mum,he was so fascinated over the lightings that night..

a pic of us, the man in blue is nicholas' dad..

Working this weekend,no more outings,partying, singing k,watching movie until exams are over..

Substitutions of life

30th November 2008, 2.00pm

on friday night, after getting my pay, i splurge my money like water.. Firstly, as i always wanted to get a necklace for myself to replace the old one which i wore for 3 years, and i finally bought it from perlini's silver today, though it's not as pretty as and as costly as the former one, bought i bought it with y hard earned money, so i dun have to return it to anyone in the future,it belongs to me forever. secondly, i spent 270 bucks on clinique cosmetics. really a big spender.

2 photos above: 1) me with my new necklace, necklace is an important accesories to me,it somehow makes me feel secure and confident,a big pimple jus erupted right in the middle of my forehead.

2) that little nicky holding my dad's hand, can see the contrast,one so dark and the other so fair.

exams are approaching soon, but i still have to attend job training on monday, working on thursday, saturday and sunday,worst thing is i haven started touching a single book yet.hopefully i could cramp everything into my brain before the 10th. Last paper is on the 16th of dec,can't wait for that day to come. James is coming to kl on tuesday somemore, he is back from melbourne,might meet up with him and there goes another day of not studying. Yesterday went to mid valley with them, again the place for lunch and same people hanging out.we jus dun get bored of each other. and it was a small celebration for the 2 november babies, lynn and hui san.sorry girls, didn't get any cake for both of you. we bought them present though.

lynn holding her present while me holding hui san's

siew teng with her new outlook and hui san,almost couldn't recognise her

our group photo

And at night me and lynn suppose to go to Mayson, traffic congession that night was terrible, cars barely moving. it took me and a friend to sit in the car for 2 hours and we did not get there. Instead,we decided to go home. The bad encounter was, there's 2 looked middle east middle aged man eyed on us when we were sitting in the car stucked in the jam. As the traffic was barely moving, they tried to do silly actions to attract our attention,but we ignored them, and we thought that they would leave us alone. But when my car move for almost a 100metres, one of the guy came again and he knocked onto the car window on my side, i did not looked at him, he then left a note on the wiper. So freaky and desperate.I jus glanced at the paper and saw some numbers on it. I forgot to take the paper away when i reached home at 12am that night. The next morning the paper is gone, probably thrown away by my dad. That's a weird saturday night i had hanging out in the car in kl.

Lil stuff which cheered me up

27th November 2008, 9.00pm

Last night, my cousin brought his son, which means my NEPHEW to pay a visit at our house. gosh,i'm an aunty now,just can't resist to take photos of him, got so tired trying to make him look at the camera,and now let me present this cute little nicholas boy..

manage to caught his attention when he was staring at the advertisement shown in tv

just feel like pinching him...dun get conned by his innocent look,my dad says that he has an evil smile

salute him,he climbed up the sofa all by himself and he is just 16 months old.

so adorable..

will meet little nick nick again on sunday as i'm attending a relative's wedding dinner.

Today, went all the way to tmn melawati to collect my payment,lucky the rewarding thing was i got all the photo saved into my pen drive for the gala dinner i previously worked for. thank god my bestie accompanied me there all the way..here they are..

the 6 of us showing our sexy and beautiful legs,hehe..aren't they beautiful?

the thorn among the roses...that's coomaran,our employer

May wore a blue heels,the outstanding among the black

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

26th November 2008, 8.00pm

Just finish showered after long day of lessons.Yesterday was my daddy's big day, he turns 53.. But many people always praised him from lloking younger than his age, and he said his secret was not being a coffee addict. See for yourself how true it is.. And me and my sis treated him dinner last night @Victoria Station.Took some shots on this memorable day. First photo was a self shot with a new dress,birthday present bought by bestie and hui zhen,hehe, face always look chubby,dunno why..

me and my dearest mummy

me and my best granny,she brought me up since young..

and that's the busy birthday man,talking on the phone and my sis merajuk

sweet family portrait

1st dish:scallop baked with cheese..yummy

another shot taken without my dad talking on the phone,but i'm not in the photo,sad,didn't take a photo with him that night,i was busy snapping the delicious food,sorry,daddy

my favourite dish,always never fail to order when we pay our visit to a western restaurant,escargot, the garlic and the special herbs they put in the gravy always melts my heart..fingers licking good

sis was on diet and she jus ordered salad..she liked the breadcrumps especially

dad's black pepper steak

mum's grilled lamb and there's no fats on it,nice and healthy

mine:fish and chip,taste not really superb and sis said that my hands were shaking when i took photograph,but other photos were clear..only this

grandma's spring chicken with BBQ sauce

The bill that night costs RM209.30 which means i need to pay half of that.It's okie,worth the warmth and loving atmosphere among my family..