Losing Touch

31st January 2009, 6.10pm

It's the end of January, February is tommorow and March will be approaching.It's the time when the decision i'm looking forward to comes..Whether it is a yes or no, i will have to accept it..Hopefully there won't be any rebound to anyone.I'm losing touch, losing patience in you..I dun contact you, not because i dun care about you anymore, i want you to have clear mind of what you really want..my mind with you grow even more each day.But how am i to let you know?Probably the way u treating me now is being fair to me, but could you please lead me out through this complicated maze?

24th till 30th January

30th January 2009, 8.45 pm

Jus back from mid valley with bestie.we watched bride wars today,even best friends can't share the same wedding. dun worry, me and bestie will not end up like that as we will not get married the same day.. hehe.. the photos below were taken for the past one week until today.. some of them are not in order..pls bare wif it.

it's the first day of chinese new year,i'm wearing red,campwhoring in the car while waiting..

2nd day in wong kok char chan teng..it's a last minute gathering..suprisingly many appeared..seem like it's sean's birthday..but it's not!

24th January:early reunion lunch with the chin family
from left:my dearest papa,big uncle,vivien,pauline,and part of nicholas' face
vegee chin and nicky boy

me,vanne,bestie and sean in wong kok

the ladies..vanne,amery,an yi, me, mei wan, hsu zhen

3rd day of cny: 1st house of the day- hsu zhen's hse

me and sean

3rd day of cny:2nd house-sean's house

3rd hse-karl son's hse

4th-my home became the casino

5th:vanne's hse

lou sang at my home

6th: mei wan's hse

we missed taking photo of the 7th hse which is amery's hse...oops

8th:irene's hse..the ones left

it's the chinese new year ever with the most people..most food..most ang pao,most laughter,most car,most houses,most gambling sessions(6 out of 8 houses we gambled),most happening..

then headed to masvynn's hse in tropicana at night,had a feast there too,ate a lot,and here's me and cooper,masvynn's dog

the 4 of us and considered the 9th hse

the ladies at irene's hse:irene, mei wan, an yi, me, bestie

BUSY WEEK BEFORE CNY

24th January 2008, 2.00pm

Counting down 2 more days to chinese new year. i was pretty busy this week.suppose to be my last week of work and i should relax,but it's the opposite.i was still working till midnight yesterday.tired..jus want to have more rest during this chinese new year and here i am doing lots of house work this morning and blogging now after a fresh shower.


The next 3 photos were suppose to be uploaded earlier,but due to certain reason of someone's request,now only i upload it..it was on new year's day and me, may and amery decided to hang out somewhere and we ended up at laundry,the curve.

the 3 of us..

me and may

me and bestie

the next photos: we celebrated kk's birthday in advance on the 20th january @ fullhouse..the environment was nice but food was not as good as expected..

the birthday boy..he is 20 now..


me and bestie possing with the car

the gentlemen

me, bestie and kok keong

masvynn,amery and kk..and i'm the photographer

the portrait of us

us and the food

time to make a wish and cut the cake..

his birthday present from us...he look so happy..lol

on the 22nd night,it was suppose to be my last day of work and of course celebration for it,but the celebration plan was canceled last minute..damn potong stim..and worse thing is i invited other people,dunno how to tell the person that it is cancelled..i wanted to hang out very much that night,so may accompanied me that night. thanks girl! and here we are in MOS.I did not stay long that night.i was home at 12 as i've got to be up at 7 something the next morning.

my first time tying my hair up for clubbing..not too bad.

the next day on the 23rd of January,i was working for steven roashow as a crew for an annual dinner in kuala kangsar. I was up early to prepare the things needed for the event. We went to see a client in shah alam first,and went to klang for bak kut teh.since there is free time,we dropped by the biggest jusco in malaysia/asia(i dunno which is correct). sad to say I did not snap the photo of the building,but just the cny decoration inside..

nothing special from the LARGE jusco

Next, we headed the the company where the annual dinner is held.Oh my gosh,it's held in their factory itself and i was sweating like hell during the preparation..but the flow of the dinner was pretty smooth and success..

the layout of the dinner,deco in the factory

after sweating so much and i changed into this black dress..my hair was up whole day and i jus bun it up as the place was like an oven..poor god of prosperity,he was sweating much more than me..i was escorting him in distributing the mandrin oranges..

jack lim was the emcee that night..and the 2 ladies were the staff working there..

the chinese instrumental performance was one of the programme that night

the event ended at 12 and i was home only at 1am..was stoning for the 2nd half of the dinner as i wasted a lot of sweat and energy..

you've requested me to wait for you,but i don't seem to see any initiative in you,you don't call or sms at all..sometimes i just feel like pulling back,it's like i'm the one giving out in working things out.i dun mind if i give out more than you do but u seem to be closing up the door to your heart..there's no purpose for me to continue giving..you are not responding..is your silence a way of rejection? i dun want to drag you into any uncomfortable situation and that's why i didn't contact you..

NORTH TO SOUTH

17th January 2009, 11.30pm

I was in heading to the north of Penincular Malaysia last week,and this week i headed to the south as well.I went to Johor Bahru on the 15th January.I went there as a crew for a company annual dinner there.we stayed in Mutiara Hotel for a night..it was pretty rush during that trip.good and bad things happened..but i could say that the good things happened managed to overcome the bad ones and i jus couldn't be bothered about the bad things.

the day when we left for johor,we were outside the hotel waiting ofr mr. boss..sunglasses is a good way to hide your swollen eyes due to lack of sleep..

me and may campwhoring at the ladies..

the 4 pretty brand ambassadors

us again..my eyes simply look bigger in most of the photos..guess it's the effect of make up

me and the god of prosperity..more money to come this year..hehe

me and florence(mrs. boss) at deluxe which is a happening night club in jb..mrs. boss is an indonesian chinese,she's much fairer than me..

me, 'teng teng' and may

me,steven tai,may

me and the emcee of the night,my eyes look super big here..

the moment i stepped down on my home,in less than 2 hours, i'm out again for a classmate gathering..hehe..i was really tired by that time,did not sleep throughout the journey back from jb to kl..we went to a place in damansara perdana..the food is pretty reasonable there,both the taste and the price..

me and my little bro, masvynn..we ordered the same food.carbonara..it is served in a heart-shaped plate..

masvynn and amery with her black pepper chicken chop

After dinner, we suddenly got the urge to go somewhere to chill and we ended up in look out point..so random..took us bout 45 minuts to get there..it's a romantic place for couples.but who cares..we hanged out there until 12am in the morning.

me and bestie

the gay buddiez:masvynn and kok keong

an overview of kl

me and kk

So many things happened in jus an instant..i still hesitating how to react in all of them..were they jus a long dream?and everything will be over when i'm awakened..i'm still yet to discover and reveal the truth of each and every one..And lastly,jus a special birthday dedication to one of my blog reader: micheal tan kim seng..Happy 23rd Birthday! best wishes to you..hehe..