Substitutions of life

30th November 2008, 2.00pm

on friday night, after getting my pay, i splurge my money like water.. Firstly, as i always wanted to get a necklace for myself to replace the old one which i wore for 3 years, and i finally bought it from perlini's silver today, though it's not as pretty as and as costly as the former one, bought i bought it with y hard earned money, so i dun have to return it to anyone in the future,it belongs to me forever. secondly, i spent 270 bucks on clinique cosmetics. really a big spender.

2 photos above: 1) me with my new necklace, necklace is an important accesories to me,it somehow makes me feel secure and confident,a big pimple jus erupted right in the middle of my forehead.

2) that little nicky holding my dad's hand, can see the contrast,one so dark and the other so fair.

exams are approaching soon, but i still have to attend job training on monday, working on thursday, saturday and sunday,worst thing is i haven started touching a single book yet.hopefully i could cramp everything into my brain before the 10th. Last paper is on the 16th of dec,can't wait for that day to come. James is coming to kl on tuesday somemore, he is back from melbourne,might meet up with him and there goes another day of not studying. Yesterday went to mid valley with them, again the place for lunch and same people hanging out.we jus dun get bored of each other. and it was a small celebration for the 2 november babies, lynn and hui san.sorry girls, didn't get any cake for both of you. we bought them present though.

lynn holding her present while me holding hui san's

siew teng with her new outlook and hui san,almost couldn't recognise her

our group photo

And at night me and lynn suppose to go to Mayson, traffic congession that night was terrible, cars barely moving. it took me and a friend to sit in the car for 2 hours and we did not get there. Instead,we decided to go home. The bad encounter was, there's 2 looked middle east middle aged man eyed on us when we were sitting in the car stucked in the jam. As the traffic was barely moving, they tried to do silly actions to attract our attention,but we ignored them, and we thought that they would leave us alone. But when my car move for almost a 100metres, one of the guy came again and he knocked onto the car window on my side, i did not looked at him, he then left a note on the wiper. So freaky and desperate.I jus glanced at the paper and saw some numbers on it. I forgot to take the paper away when i reached home at 12am that night. The next morning the paper is gone, probably thrown away by my dad. That's a weird saturday night i had hanging out in the car in kl.

Lil stuff which cheered me up

27th November 2008, 9.00pm

Last night, my cousin brought his son, which means my NEPHEW to pay a visit at our house. gosh,i'm an aunty now,just can't resist to take photos of him, got so tired trying to make him look at the camera,and now let me present this cute little nicholas boy..

manage to caught his attention when he was staring at the advertisement shown in tv

just feel like pinching him...dun get conned by his innocent look,my dad says that he has an evil smile

salute him,he climbed up the sofa all by himself and he is just 16 months old.

so adorable..

will meet little nick nick again on sunday as i'm attending a relative's wedding dinner.

Today, went all the way to tmn melawati to collect my payment,lucky the rewarding thing was i got all the photo saved into my pen drive for the gala dinner i previously worked for. thank god my bestie accompanied me there all the way..here they are..

the 6 of us showing our sexy and beautiful legs,hehe..aren't they beautiful?

the thorn among the roses...that's coomaran,our employer

May wore a blue heels,the outstanding among the black

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

26th November 2008, 8.00pm

Just finish showered after long day of lessons.Yesterday was my daddy's big day, he turns 53.. But many people always praised him from lloking younger than his age, and he said his secret was not being a coffee addict. See for yourself how true it is.. And me and my sis treated him dinner last night @Victoria Station.Took some shots on this memorable day. First photo was a self shot with a new dress,birthday present bought by bestie and hui zhen,hehe, face always look chubby,dunno why..

me and my dearest mummy

me and my best granny,she brought me up since young..

and that's the busy birthday man,talking on the phone and my sis merajuk

sweet family portrait

1st dish:scallop baked with cheese..yummy

another shot taken without my dad talking on the phone,but i'm not in the photo,sad,didn't take a photo with him that night,i was busy snapping the delicious food,sorry,daddy

my favourite dish,always never fail to order when we pay our visit to a western restaurant,escargot, the garlic and the special herbs they put in the gravy always melts my heart..fingers licking good

sis was on diet and she jus ordered salad..she liked the breadcrumps especially

dad's black pepper steak

mum's grilled lamb and there's no fats on it,nice and healthy

mine:fish and chip,taste not really superb and sis said that my hands were shaking when i took photograph,but other photos were clear..only this

grandma's spring chicken with BBQ sauce

The bill that night costs RM209.30 which means i need to pay half of that.It's okie,worth the warmth and loving atmosphere among my family..

ENVIOUS

21st November 2008, 8.30pm

Whenever i see loving couple passionately in love,i would envy them, wishing and wondering when will the day of mine will come..rejections are always tough to be accepted..i swear it's very hard for me..maybe it's karma, i've rejected and hurt too many people in the past, not only in terms of relationship, but ordinary walks in life as well, thats why i'm getting all back now.. when will all these misery end?but we have to enforce positive thoughts as well, having the mind set that all the good and bad things happened are will make me a happier person.. it is always easy to say positive comments, but it is 100 times harder to imply it..no matter how bad today was, we always hope for the better tomorrow..jus a simple jot from falling sick, hoping for a person to show sincere concern over me...am i asking for too much?

UEL Buddiez

19th November 2008, 9.00pm

Yesterday, 6 of us from the uel baaf went to hit the red box @ the gardens, it's new so we did not let go the opportunity to snap many pictures. Plus with dequeen's new camera, her saying was "even ugly people will sos become pretty after snapping with her camera"..haha..which means we are ugly ppl...let the photos show the accuracy of the statement..by the way, the photos uploaded is from bottom up according to schedule, sorry for the confusing order..hehe..

crystal, dequeen, bestie and me making silly faces at the entrance

the couple in the middle singing,and max sang more that day as it was the second time we went sing k together..and me hmm..screening through the song lists while scratching my face..lol

us in the lift after we left red box for our econs replacement class..always never letting the opportunity of camwhoring

the 4 posers...haha

trying to act ellegant, fail or succeed?

people out there dun try to mess with us..haha..acting cool

trying out the camera without flash before jack and crystal arrived

having mc d porridge for breakfast when we reached mid valley at 9.30 in the morning..the early birds

how nice if this shot were clearer, i like my long legs..we were walking out from the washroom when dequeen snap this shot

trying out dequeen's new camera outside our uni

After i went home that day, felt a lil emo that night, as you can see in my previos post. When things don't go the way we want to ge, we will automatically have negative thoughts,it's proven 100% in me, after going through so much obstacles. People outside will judge that i'm a tough, strong and cheerful person physically, but deep down inside me, only i know myself. I have my goals to achieve, i will not reveal my inner self to allow someone to take advantage of my weaknesses.

CONFESSION

18th November 2008, 7.20pm

i'm just an ordinary girl, waiting and seeking for someone special to light up my life, is that so hard? am i not lovable anymore?i always ask myself that..i am who i am. when i have feeling for someone,i will try my best to let him know if it is worth it, but why is that so that ended up i got to regain my confidence again after failures?i have my own dignity, there is a limit..why does the word "stay away" always appears in my life..i'm looking forward for miracles to happen in my life..why does people you'd like to hang out with will not have time for you but people you are not interested in always ask you out..i'm tired of daily routines in life..it might potrays that i am desperate...but if i am so..i'd probably date with hand full of guys now and not got stuck in here..

Tired of Waiting

the old blog is lagging so looooooong...got so fed up of it...keep refreshing the page oso doesn't help...want to upload previous photos which were taken last week oso so susah... hopefully i will not face the same problem here.



let the photos do the talking on 7th nov night in the curve...to know the details,it is posted on my old blog.

own make over session

it's us in scarlet

me and my bestie

me and jannifer

wei ee, ester and jan,i'm the photographer

me,bob,vandad,carmen,ester

us again..hehe

4 of us camhoring in the washroom after the own makeover session..lol

our next outing,scheduled to be on the 18th of dec...hehe..all of us looking forward to it before ester flies off to america..

Stimulation of blogging cell

11th November 2008, 1.45pm
i've used to think blogging is exposing your personal life to the public,but now i've joined this group.. silly hor..i oso dunno why..it's jus a trash for me to release out my frustration.. people out where can choose not to bether my trash..