bye bye march!

31st March 2009, 7.48pm
It's the last day of March, it's officially the end of hope after 6 months for someone..he's a jerk, fooled my patience and trust! no one to be blamed as i'm the one who is willing to wait.Guys will be out of my list for some moment.. i want to just spend time with my true friends now, they keep me cheerful. Current status will be assignments, exams, more part time jobs to earn money to support my expenses. I'm just going with the flow..Neither rushing into anything nor desperate..

MY STUDIO PHOTOS

30th March 2009, 4.45pm

Last Friday was officially my first attempt in taking studio photos, before this was all improper ones.The whole process costs me RM163, there goes my hard earned money. The outcome was not bad, but it differs pretty much from the natural me. People who have seen the real me before will agree with me. When i saw the real photos and those they did some photoshop today, they did not make much changes and at least i can say they did not make me look fake.The purpose of me uploading this is not to boast around and letting people bitch about me. So please do not scroll down if you do not want to see the dramatic side of me..

my favourite photo of all..

TRECKATHON ON 28/03/09

29th March 2009, 7.00pm
Just got the photos from masvynn on the treckathon we participated yesterday organised by HELP. It rained heavily the night before and the track was super slipperly..competitive race though, having muscle ache now and i still went to bukit kiara this morning.

the venue:gasing hill

we came in a car and we were the early birds.. so blue..

after the race..success of us with a medal

while waiting for the race to start..

with ashvina(our classmate)

suraj(ash's bf)

after the race...we were hungry

taste delicious especially after sweating so much

masvynn's disgusting bandage with our food. eww..

our food in a mess

renaldo got 10th place..

burton, another classmate of ours, 9th place..

the gang that always sits together in the class..

all our classmates..

masvynn called us the aunties

and they are the uncles

with miss ann, she is tough..

on the way down to our car, everyone's dream home ..nice admiring it!

back at home..i got 26th place

something that strikes my mind

29th March 2009, 5.45pm
From so many failures i encountered, i finally realised i was so wrong in the beginning, having the thought that my first love was not good enough for me, always wishing that one day he will move on with others, and when now he really did, everything is too late to turn back, the first cut is the deepest..

A BOOK WHICH SAYS IT ALL

21th March 2009, 12.35pm
Here's the book which most of the girls been fascinating about, i'm one of them too..lol..i've completed reading it, and will lend it to anyone who needs it..here's some of the tips for girls out there who once were like me...Here's it : HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
1)Move on! Who cares what his deal is. He's not asking you out, so do not start obsessing over him.
2)Excuses are polite rejections.
3)Just because you're always a leader, doesn't mean in realationship as well. Some traditions are born of nature and last through time for a reason.
4)Calling when you say you're going to is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust.
5) The word "busy" is the relationship WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION. ( BUT IT DOES NOT APPLIES TO ALL SITUATIONS ACCORDING TO MY OPINION AS I'M A BUSY PERSON TOO.)
6)Meeting someone you like and dating him is supposed to make you feel better, not worse. ( BARE THAT IN MIND!)
7)If a man is really into you, nothing will stop him from being with you-including fear of intimacy.
8) Being drunk or high is an altered state that can actually take you away from real feelings. ( DO NOT TAKE IT FOR REAL! IT MIGHT JUST BE AN AFFECTION..)
9)"I'm not ready" phrase which is the most often used excuse by guys and girls, but it always does the trick. Women love waiting around for men to be ready. We have the biological clocks that are supposedly ticking away. So how about stop waiting, and start looking for that guy who can't wait to love you. ( DON'T SPEND YOUR TIME ON AND GIVE YOUR HEART TO ANY GUY WHO MAKES YOU WONDER ABOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO HIS FEELINGS FOR YOU.)
10)A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, everyday, not to be with you.(SOUNDS A LITTLE BIT DRAMATIC TO ME.)
11)Deciding to get back together with someone: Just remember the same person who not long before, told you that he was no longer in need of your company. (HOW IRONIC IT IS)
12) You can't talk your way out of break up.It is a definitive action, not a democratic one. (MOST OF THE TIME IT'S TRUE.)
13) There's nothing worse than having no answer, whether in business, friendships and especially relationships. No answer is the answer which is "he's no longer that into you."
14) When he's gone, don't ask yourself what you did wrong or how you could have done it differently. Stop thinking back on all the things he said, wondering what was the truth and lie.
15)When a guy no longer wants to communicate with you, and doesn't have the manners or courage to tell you that face to face, he's given you the 'information' you need.
16) He's not a stock you're investing in, which means no waiting for him to appreciates or depreciates in order to earn profits. He supposed to be emotionally avaible enough for you, so do not ask for just the minimum.
17) If he is really into you, he will get over his issues fast and makes sure he doesn't lose you.
18)You already have one asshole. You don't need another one. ( SOUNDS SO DISGUSTING)
19)Making all those excuses for someone and trying to "figure someone out" takes up a lot of energy. Think of all the time you've opened up for so many other positive things besides obsessing over him.( AGREE!)
20)And lastly, Love is a drug.No matter how rehabilitated you are, the drug gets you. Particularly if it's been long time since you've taken the drug-then it really can take hold. Love is something most of us want very badly in our lives, sometimes more than we even want to admit.

I'm done with my 20 principles abstracted from the book above.It's just for displaying purposes, i might be wrong and you have the right to not agree with me. Afterall, they are created as a reminder to girls and not meant for argument purpose.Hehe.

A step to better health

20th March 2009, 4.15pm
It was my first time to Bukit Kiara this morning. We went for hiking at 8am this morning. After that bak kut teh for breakfast, not that healthy afterall, all the calories burned came back and our effort this morning went into trash..haha, but we enjoyed every moment spent so who cares..

our delicious breakfast: dry bak kut teh (thumbs up!)

this is the usual one with pig's stomach added

at the end of the track..which is actually the same as beginning

they do plant trees

part of the hike pathway

and us while waiting for the 2 guys who were late

starting point of being healthy..

FULFILLED WEEKEND

15th February 2009, 6.30pm
This weekend has been occupied wisely with camp and work. First it was troop camp on friday and saturday. Lack of sleep and water for sure. Then working on sunday at bandar menjalara with sweat and make up melting as it was outdoor, but it was nice working environment with nice people though.i had lots of fun too.. i shall rate my weekend with 4 stars though all that i've been through is not comfortable and luxurious at all..

me and xian in the scout den with scout uniform..

I was in charge of the recruits during the camp, lucky thats only 20 to handle, phew.. Though it's 20 of them only, they driven me crazy and i almost lose my voice for screaming and yelling.. But they are funny at times too, overall i guessed they liked me and i enjoyed their companion too. Trust me, i've been through all the activities below when i was a scout..

the little babies of their parents going through the obstacle course..

fire lighting and cooking their maggie mee..

hui xian, me, caely

writing MISSISSIPPI with their ass..

the joy of success after all the heat and smoke..

working day: amy, diana, me, jessie, mist with our bellies..

me and ian chua, he was my ex colleague in trademark2u

us with the 3 nippon cuties..sorry we blocked the yellow one

me with zaffan on left and azizi on the right..they were my ex colleagues too..it's nice to catch up with them..

leaning towards one side..

final shot with the emcee of the day and steven..

Guess i have to stop working for some time, it's time to catch up with my assignment and studies and most importantly my sleep..zzz...

GOOD AND BAD

12th March 2009, 8.20pm
It was suppose to be a normal study day today. I have one bad news and one good news. Bad news is i have replacement class tomorrow. It's a friday and i'm suppose to have more sleep, but have to get up early tomorrow morning as well. Compensate the bad with the good news: i skipped class for work today, which means money coming in.. Sacrifice management accounting class for work, not a really good news afterall..But i met really nice people in work. We somehow just clicked pretty well..Hope to see you girls again!

me in uni before going to work..feels weird to wear make up to school..

me and my bestie, she drop me to work today..thanks dear

work @ eastin hotel..well the banner tells all, i was the usherer there

it's me, julian, sandee and cindy

me and cindy, she's so fair and i'm dark

cindy and sandee (she's got a really hot body and professional model too)