terrible shoulder pain: from wrong sleeping posture? late night sleeps? waken up several times due to several things?tiring and pissed off..
~before you put the blame on someone, ask yourself first whether are you in fault for it too. one finger pointing to others, 3 fingers counterpointing to yourself~
Friday, October 30, 2009
terrible october!
i know my weaknesses,but just can't help things from crashing,i knew days like these would happen, but can't avoid it from happening. bad things happening this month are way much more than the good things.my emotion lost control frequently this month,i don't like to talk lately, i choose to remain silent. Am i still the way i used to be?i dislike this feeling..hope it's better next month, coping more on assignments and you'll be back!probably having lack of sleeps, nowhere i could place my lust and missing something too much that i used to have, these little little bits accumulated and driving me crazy.i just had to say this again:i hate this part right here!
Friday, October 23, 2009
BIG HEART DAY!
24th October 2009,1.15am
Visited the Titian Kasih orphanage today situated in titiwangsa.kids are hard to handle,i'm really tired now,posting this post specially for u to see before i sleep.
we first went to ashy's house to pick her and the cupcakes up,how sweet of her to made the c's on the cupcakes..look horrible here
specially for caroline chin
my first self decorated cupcakes with icing,smiley face
at the orphanage: the teddy in red hoddie was donated by me,take good care of yourself teddy
lovely & colourful
she clinged to bestie most of the time
i had to say the boy in santa hat,who is only 13 years old danced impressively,he taught 3 gentlemen how 2 dance
a swimming pool at the other place which the girls stayed,jus now was where the guys stayed
drawn by representatives from HELP UNI COLLEGE..the leopard was the animal trademark for our department
few of the grown ups with las,the middle person/runner of students and lecturers
ashy teaching the little boy to paint,bright mother-to-be
he's cute..at least he did not cry and allows me to carry him everywhere..look horrible in this too
they were champion singers of the night,presenting my daddy and my mummy
brian will be back singapore for work coming sunday
me and my godmum..this looks nice compared to the earlier 2
mr. brian ask me to be cool being hip hop style
Visited the Titian Kasih orphanage today situated in titiwangsa.kids are hard to handle,i'm really tired now,posting this post specially for u to see before i sleep.
we first went to ashy's house to pick her and the cupcakes up,how sweet of her to made the c's on the cupcakes..look horrible here
specially for caroline chin
my first self decorated cupcakes with icing,smiley face
at the orphanage: the teddy in red hoddie was donated by me,take good care of yourself teddy
lovely & colourful
she clinged to bestie most of the time
i had to say the boy in santa hat,who is only 13 years old danced impressively,he taught 3 gentlemen how 2 dance
a swimming pool at the other place which the girls stayed,jus now was where the guys stayed
drawn by representatives from HELP UNI COLLEGE..the leopard was the animal trademark for our department
few of the grown ups with las,the middle person/runner of students and lecturers
ashy teaching the little boy to paint,bright mother-to-be
he's cute..at least he did not cry and allows me to carry him everywhere..look horrible in this toonight:headed to neway for buffet dinner
they were champion singers of the night,presenting my daddy and my mummy
brian will be back singapore for work coming sunday 
me and my godmum..this looks nice compared to the earlier 2
mr. brian ask me to be cool being hip hop stylei missed one photo,4 of us with 2 orphans,will post that next time in the following post,goodnight!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
today is not a good day
22nd october 2009,3.30pm
all started with i forgot to bring my badminton shoes,car broke down twice,once managed to restart it again,i sprained my leg and got sun burned!the fortunate side is,my sis brought the shoes and passed to her other half,mr brian cheong whom i suppose to play badminton with and he came to rescue me before the heavy downpour,or else i'm probably caught in the rain.my car broke down at the corner of the road and thank god it was not blocking the traffic or else i need 2 divert the traffic,which is super embarassing,but i was terribly sun burned while waiting near my car.lucky brian is not back singapore for work yet or else i would probably be more miserable,daddy's in seremban.all that happened ended well now and i'm safe and sound at home still able to walk.sorry ash n suraj that i couldn't make it for badminton due to this unwanted incident.
all started with i forgot to bring my badminton shoes,car broke down twice,once managed to restart it again,i sprained my leg and got sun burned!the fortunate side is,my sis brought the shoes and passed to her other half,mr brian cheong whom i suppose to play badminton with and he came to rescue me before the heavy downpour,or else i'm probably caught in the rain.my car broke down at the corner of the road and thank god it was not blocking the traffic or else i need 2 divert the traffic,which is super embarassing,but i was terribly sun burned while waiting near my car.lucky brian is not back singapore for work yet or else i would probably be more miserable,daddy's in seremban.all that happened ended well now and i'm safe and sound at home still able to walk.sorry ash n suraj that i couldn't make it for badminton due to this unwanted incident.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
17/10/2009
21st October 2009,10.45am
Everyone has been busy updating their blogs with outings,open houses,parties,but my blog is kinda dead,due to my minimal 'spending money' sessions.However i noticed by always staying at home,i tend to spend less and save more $$..GOODIEZ!my level of abstinence from buying stuff is getting higher. Usually the person who comes home empty handed definitely won't be me when i go shopping with bestie,but there's a considerable percentage of certainty that i will not buy anything for myself. Is it a good or bad thing?have i truly understood the meaning of 'hard-earned money' or my choice has promoted to a higher level that i no longer see anything i like easily?it takes times to figure it out.anyway i'm still a shopaholic!back to what had happened last saturday,was my legal age to vote,enter casino,clubs legally and it's my key to freedom!here are some photos taken.
from my lovely sis and her bf,have to adjust the strap before i could wear it,it's too loose
tasty home cook chicken curry
sambal sotong,these are the food which always win the glory when it comes to fighting with my abstinence to not eat,i can't resist them and will only want them more..
presents from my tuition teacher since i was kindergarten
thanks darlings for helping me to cut the fruits..
u are so grown up already but u no longer want me to carry u..=(
she's 21 too,i'm fortunate that i don't have to leave my country and work to earn a living at such young age
my lovey-doveys...
girls all dressed according to the theme:stripes or checkers
guys too..
dad's childhood friend from singapore
a-level mates,thanks lynn for calling me all the way from UK
BFF
Everyone has been busy updating their blogs with outings,open houses,parties,but my blog is kinda dead,due to my minimal 'spending money' sessions.However i noticed by always staying at home,i tend to spend less and save more $$..GOODIEZ!my level of abstinence from buying stuff is getting higher. Usually the person who comes home empty handed definitely won't be me when i go shopping with bestie,but there's a considerable percentage of certainty that i will not buy anything for myself. Is it a good or bad thing?have i truly understood the meaning of 'hard-earned money' or my choice has promoted to a higher level that i no longer see anything i like easily?it takes times to figure it out.anyway i'm still a shopaholic!back to what had happened last saturday,was my legal age to vote,enter casino,clubs legally and it's my key to freedom!here are some photos taken.
from my lovely sis and her bf,have to adjust the strap before i could wear it,it's too loose
tasty home cook chicken curry
sambal sotong,these are the food which always win the glory when it comes to fighting with my abstinence to not eat,i can't resist them and will only want them more..
presents from my tuition teacher since i was kindergarten
thanks darlings for helping me to cut the fruits..
u are so grown up already but u no longer want me to carry u..=(
she's 21 too,i'm fortunate that i don't have to leave my country and work to earn a living at such young age
my lovey-doveys...
girls all dressed according to the theme:stripes or checkers
guys too..
dad's childhood friend from singapore
a-level mates,thanks lynn for calling me all the way from UK
BFF
will upload more photos when i'm less busy,working on birthday presents from lecturer:assignments
Friday, October 16, 2009
i've got a parcel!
16th October 2009, 9.30pm
i'm turning 21 tomorrow,the feeling i have now feels weird,i dunno why.grandma used to sleep early but she stayed up later just now to see me longer,any indication for that?surroundings were quiet than usual.hopefully it will be a heavy down pour tonight so it will not rain tomorrow night,keep fingers crossed.anyway this is my 3rd birthday present currently.it's a parcel from the long distant and special you. this was made into a jigsaw puzzle and put into a frame,it glows in the dark.the one side of the teddy's foot written 'warm me in a microwave'.i'm warmth sufficiently after receiving this.want to see it real?
~sweet and melted in my heart~
i'm turning 21 tomorrow,the feeling i have now feels weird,i dunno why.grandma used to sleep early but she stayed up later just now to see me longer,any indication for that?surroundings were quiet than usual.hopefully it will be a heavy down pour tonight so it will not rain tomorrow night,keep fingers crossed.anyway this is my 3rd birthday present currently.it's a parcel from the long distant and special you. this was made into a jigsaw puzzle and put into a frame,it glows in the dark.the one side of the teddy's foot written 'warm me in a microwave'.i'm warmth sufficiently after receiving this.want to see it real?
~sweet and melted in my heart~Sunday, October 11, 2009
smile like monalisa
it's not a very well known song,but was my song easily 8 years back,relax and enjoy,if u catch the video,please bare with the broken language,i wasn't the creator,but it's meaningful..does monalisa has an asserting smile?this song makes me smile,though last week was not a good week for me..
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