this friendship will stay the same

1st September 2010, 12.25pm
It a new month and it's the commencement of my final semester pursuing my degree. next year, i'll be in the workforce permanently, no more afternoon naps and long holidays. Gosh i'm gonna miss them. Not only this, i'm gonna miss 'THE THEM' below. The bunch of friends i grew up and cried with, and i truly appreciate them till now. I still turn to them whenever i have doubts and conflicts or even anything in life, they will be there for me. This trip just brought back so many of our good old memories.

huey lynn's family and relatives were nice enough to bring us around in melacca for food

me n vanne, the future nurse with great passion and patience for her patients

the 4 of us used to be in the same class in form 3, giggling, chit chating, eating fruit tips in class, gossiping and sniffing for fish satay at the school's back gate

though we hardly see each other now, but i shall treasure this friendship till the end

with sook kuan, the future doctor who never says no when it comes to friendship

~ this is the people post, next will be the food post~

time to start saving from scratch again

18th August 2010, 3.30pm
The Aussie trip burnt up a hole in my bank account, so i decided to work for 10 days and slowly save for my trip next year. Met with fun working colleagues and working for short working hours, but bad thing is got to walk under the hot sun and i got significantly darker.

presenting to you my working mates, amir and kelly

me with the balloons, see i'm transforming into a malay

the 3 of us working together last week

kelly not working this week and so peggy replaced her, but no photos of peggy yet, shall take one tomorrow

~next post: melacca trip with g-gang folks~

secrets

13th August 2010, 6.30pm

amazed by the movie the sorcerer's apprentice, a highly recommended movie, must watch!
~if i do not understand what you saying, i will try to accept it~

i can't sleep

12th August, 1.20am
Couldn't get myself to fall asleep at this odd hour though i got to work tomorrow, things keep revolving across my mind. good things of you, bad things of you, good and bad things of me as well. how you came along appraoching me in the beginning, those mesmerizing words which touched and melted my heart, convincing actions and promises, till how we now always have hurtful arguments, offending texts. What's the root of the problem in there? i really dunno. i just know it was better when it was distant last time rather than getting too close now, accusing each other for changing compared to before. i did compared you with the you in July 2009 but i chose to accept you for who you are, but are you doing the same to me as well? did you accept my change due to the tough time i'm going through now? how could things changed so fast in less than a year?
~like i promised, it'll be a proper one the next time~