human nature

3rd March 2010, 8.00pm
People, including me tend to act out of their circle of life sometimes without noticing someone may get offended, just to make themselves stand out from the crowd. But what goes around comes around, one day you will encounter others who generally present themselves better than you do and you will feel threatened. You will not feel this last time as you were once in the person's shoe, but you will feel it when you are playing one of the crowd's role now. So when you feel this, try sitting back and ask for your trusted and soulmate's advice. It will definitely make you feel better and realised you are not always the player. You can perform as well being a low profile person, it's the quality that counts!

~it's hard to balance between maintaining a good relationship with others and sustaining self-consciousness~

The Natural Cycle of People

28th February 2010, 6.30pm
At this exact moment, it will be taking off. things will be paused and resumed in a couple of months time. The heart gets heavier as it flies further away from here. Only way I could make the situation better was to hold back myself. I will not break the promise, and will live my life to the fullest each and every day i can.

~misses what happened on the 26th July 2009 onwards, will it remain the same?~

undelightful happenings

24th February 2010, 8.05pm
It's been awhile since i posted something, too lazy for it, i'm so sorry to my forever loyal listener, which is this blog. This year's cny has definitely not been a good one and it's almost coming to an end.taking up 4 subjects made everyone so tired, attending meetings even worn me out totally,lying down on the bed flat is my daily routine now till end of may.

bye bye miao miaos,they are no longer be seen waving to you in 1U

the mentor with HELP team, we'll be hitting Manila soon for the CFA Investment Challenge Research, representative of Malaysia for the regional competition, 'a-hem!' i'm still doubting my capabilities

~still pounder what i did was a wise action, undergoing lots of stress currently~

no longer the same

15th February 2010, 10.50pm
It's the 2nd day of CNY,i'm bored and envy going through every single day, seeing couples hanging out during valentines, expressing of love with all sorts of manner, from buying bouquet of flowers, dedicating poems to having a romantic candle light dinner, while on the other side of me not expecting anything memorable to happen, just stucked at home catching up dramas, eating and sleeping. Almost everyone around me is no longer single to celebrate the good thing of being singles. Next year silence will be even more significant at home, dearest sis will be tying her knot end of this year, it's something to be cheered and toasted.

~lonely dragon in the tiger's valentine~

longing for a pink daisy

13th February 2010, 12.40pm
It's Valentines' Day and First Day of Chinese New Year tomorrow. A song dedicated to the ones who are away from home and can't spend this special day together with your loved ones. =)

too little too much

12th February 2010, 11.20am
University started, doubts arise, confusion comes, sleepness nights approach, workloads piling, responsibilities and burden increase, working opportunities slashed, money in the bank deducting = stress killing me!

sneak preview of bali photos

3rd February 2010, 11.20pm
I had to say: I miss holiday trips!

me being so horny molesting the fella's well built chest

the centre of attraction

stepping on the softy sand

flowerly bath

coffee beans spilling its smell in bali

~shall catch up more when it's finally over, hooray!~