this friendship will stay the same

1st September 2010, 12.25pm
It a new month and it's the commencement of my final semester pursuing my degree. next year, i'll be in the workforce permanently, no more afternoon naps and long holidays. Gosh i'm gonna miss them. Not only this, i'm gonna miss 'THE THEM' below. The bunch of friends i grew up and cried with, and i truly appreciate them till now. I still turn to them whenever i have doubts and conflicts or even anything in life, they will be there for me. This trip just brought back so many of our good old memories.

huey lynn's family and relatives were nice enough to bring us around in melacca for food

me n vanne, the future nurse with great passion and patience for her patients

the 4 of us used to be in the same class in form 3, giggling, chit chating, eating fruit tips in class, gossiping and sniffing for fish satay at the school's back gate

though we hardly see each other now, but i shall treasure this friendship till the end

with sook kuan, the future doctor who never says no when it comes to friendship

~ this is the people post, next will be the food post~

time to start saving from scratch again

18th August 2010, 3.30pm
The Aussie trip burnt up a hole in my bank account, so i decided to work for 10 days and slowly save for my trip next year. Met with fun working colleagues and working for short working hours, but bad thing is got to walk under the hot sun and i got significantly darker.

presenting to you my working mates, amir and kelly

me with the balloons, see i'm transforming into a malay

the 3 of us working together last week

kelly not working this week and so peggy replaced her, but no photos of peggy yet, shall take one tomorrow

~next post: melacca trip with g-gang folks~

secrets

13th August 2010, 6.30pm

amazed by the movie the sorcerer's apprentice, a highly recommended movie, must watch!
~if i do not understand what you saying, i will try to accept it~

i can't sleep

12th August, 1.20am
Couldn't get myself to fall asleep at this odd hour though i got to work tomorrow, things keep revolving across my mind. good things of you, bad things of you, good and bad things of me as well. how you came along appraoching me in the beginning, those mesmerizing words which touched and melted my heart, convincing actions and promises, till how we now always have hurtful arguments, offending texts. What's the root of the problem in there? i really dunno. i just know it was better when it was distant last time rather than getting too close now, accusing each other for changing compared to before. i did compared you with the you in July 2009 but i chose to accept you for who you are, but are you doing the same to me as well? did you accept my change due to the tough time i'm going through now? how could things changed so fast in less than a year?
~like i promised, it'll be a proper one the next time~

Sickening Saturday

31st July 2010,2.45pm
Today suppose to be the actual day i'm coming home from holidays, but i was back 2 weeks earlier. Days are never peaceful and happy from the bottom of my heart ever since i'm home. Things got worse when you drive in a reckless, ego and impatient country like Malaysia, drivers will give you a weird and uncomfortable stare when you are block their way, even though you indicated a signal and you are waiting to make a turn. This includes my dad giving the terrible stare to tohers. Given a choice, i may not want to stay here any longer with the current situation i'm going through. Nobody understands me, i've been seen as though i losing my temper and releasing anger for nothing.I hate arguments, I hate conflicts, I hate people jumping into conclusion and blame themselves for it when they do not even understand the situation. I want to be comforted, I don't feel good having arguments with 2 different person at the same time, and additional pressure entering in.

~I know my argument with somebody else is none of your business, but could you please understand that i'm going through one of the toughest time now~

despicable me + zouk out

27th July 2010, 12.15pm
Went to watch despicable me instead of inception on the 8th month as only front seats left for inception. funny and cute movie though for despicable me.looking forward to watch inception and salt with you.

this is agnes, she is cute with the pair of overly sized eyes

the cutie little employees

do not underestimate them, they are loyal and supportive employees

phuture with the BFFs

we prefer velvet

~combination of childish + mature lifestyle~

things changed

25th July 2010, 6.00pm
i thought couples should be like that all these while:
no matter where you go or what you do,as long as quality time and moment spent of 2 people getting together, then it is satisfying enough.
but fact to other people is:
if you don't have plans and you got important interviews the next day, just stay at home and do not get out of the house, unless you need to eat something and have something better to do, or else it's gonna be boring spending time to see each other.

i've been given the wrong mind-set all along, thanks for reminding me relationship can be so materialistic actually.