HOLIDAY GETAWAYS

12th January 2009, 9.40pm

It was a long enjoyable weekend since Thursday.Me and a bunch of friends went to Penang island and Langkawi island for a weekend getaway of the busy and hectic life in the city.I definately had a lot of fun,bet the rest also..Looking forward to the next holiday,i'll start the photos from the last day onwards as the beginning part is with bestie.More updates will be done later,now will just be the draft one,but a lot of photos edi,imagine the actual one,will take time to upload..

DAY 3-10th January

me and andrew,he's an a-level friend of mine,we too had pillow talks last time,he's the official tour guide in langkawi this time,thousand gratitude to him,he still made an effort to bring us around though he is sick..

a place in pantai cenang for dinner,is far inside and there is nobody,but the food is nice and cheap.moreover the environment is nice,with fresh breeze and sound of waves..

this the dinner we had,black pepper chicken chop for only 10 ringgit..

a place in cenang as well,it's name is SUNBA,.they have live band in there,with a very talented drummer.but unfortunately,it was disappointing tat night,they played oldies,it was not supposed to be like that according to andrew..the drink i am taking pic wit was max's drink,it's graveyard..my purpose was to look like some scary faces but it did not turn out well..

he's the only guy i can do such pose with, as he is definitely not my 'cup of tea'..hehe..we were always jus campwhoring and syok sendiri..

500 grams of sotong being fried to make this dish..thumbs up for it and it only costs 15 ringgit..there's 5 of us which means each of us only paid 3 ringgit..cheap cheap..

another post of us with my face covered..

this is the entrance,i was imitating the statue there..the washroom is disgusting,cockroaches running inside there,but it is clean,but overall the place was fine.tip for next visit,use the toilet elsewhere before you enter this place.

DAY4-11th January

our lunch in a thai restaurant before we go back to penang with ferry..

pineapple fried rice with raisins

a blur shot of us at a staircase in awana

thai style taufu specially ordered for max cos he does not eat vegetables

four of us snapping many shots in awana porto malai langkawi:max,me,bestie,kok keong...the 2 guys were always very afraid of us..dunno why..

my random shot..photography by andrew

us again with a tower as background..we made a deal to stay here when we come here agin next time..

simple and nice shot of our backs..

one of my favourite shot

i came out with this idea..the effect would be better if it is taken with a more high tech camera

a bunch of posers..me and bestie were actually kissing

back to back,front to front

DAY 5-12th January a.k.a. last night of holiday

a chill out place when we're back to penang,no clubbin tat night,instead we hanged out at coffee island with our special drinks..it's along gurney drive

me and my bestie..hehe..we're jus not bored of taking pictures..more to come..

Misery

5th January 2009, 11.15am

Im at work now.Terrible start of the day. The moment i stepped into the office this morning.I got a awkward stares from the colleagues. I dunno what's worng and what's happening. I'm so miserable. All i could to respond to the stare is pretended like nothing happened. I'm always telling myself that there's only 3 more weeks left to stay in this company. I jus have to bare it and then i'll get my salary to get myself a new phone. Hope all these suffer is worth it. I've always wanted to buy a new phone since last year. But the plan was postponed due to my car accident compensation. This is the opportunity to make it a reality. So i have confifent in myself that i can go through it no matter what. To be honest with myself,i did not do anything wrong. i performed what i'm suppose to do. Though i'm only committing 4 days a week,but i've clearly stated that on my first day of work. You shouldn't have hire me if you're not happy with the condition in the beginning. I feel very bored working here. There's barely busy time for me. Time passses so slowly here. This is not the working opportunity i expect. Compared to the company i previously worked with, though this company has higher turnover,but i don't give a damn,it's none of my business. The previous company has ideal employer and i'm always busy with workloads until i skipped lunch sometimes. I like that kind of environment as time passes very fast. Unlike now, i feel myself being so useless in the company,waiting office hours to be over everyday.i hate working here..i went to sleep pretty early last night,and so sorry i did not answer your call. Though i know it might not be the words that i very much want to hear from you, but at least i can hear your voice to make me sleep soundly at night.people out there who always show concern to me, thanks for all your concerns, i'm glad that i have you guys, don't worry,i'm not being pessimist,i know that rejection is god's protection and i will learn how to accept it.

The Long Weekend After New Year

4th January 2009,8.30pm

am home alone now. after a rough weekend. On New Year's Day, it's a girls' night out, i went home only at 4am in the morning.The next day is a rest day for me.Following day which is yesterday,was at zouk.I'm suppose to be illegal to get in,but i managed to sneak in.haha..is it good or bad cause it shows that i'm mature.i only got a photo to upload in zouk.The table beside us last night were hosting some bride's to be party,so happening,have to do a couple of challenges and the bride suppose to wear a sash stating 'bride to be' and mingle around in the club, and the bridemates worn cool masks on their faces.Hanged out till 5am in the morning,and we had very early heavy breakfast at 3 something in the morning.Such odd hour.Went to bed at 5 something in the morning and woke up at 8 something in the morning to do some cleaning up with my mum.had only less than 4 hours of sleep,and rush to Mid Valley for a primary school gathering.lol..so random,had a nice time cacthing up.then back home to sleep and got up for dinner alone.going to continue replenishing my sleep in an hour's time.work resumes tomorrow.had a great weekend though.

me and sis..though is not perfect,but it's something.she did not really enjoyed..i'm so sorry for her..cheer up sis!

primary school friend: jin han, si yi, wei ping

we are the only ladies: ivy and me..

the bunch of us..

To the special someone: thanks for your sms.Though it's simple, but it shows your concern. It might be just a casual SMS from you,and i do not dare to have further imagination as well,as i do not allow myself to have false hope again. Everything jus came so coincidently, i was mentioning about you and wanted to enquire something, and on the same day itself you texted me..i'm always missing you..Hope you know that.

GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!

1st January 2009, 12.30pm

Happy New Year everyone! the G Gang only left 3 of us to spend the countdown yesterday..so pathetic..but turn out to be good oso. This proven that in this world,there's no such thing as who lost who and will not be able to carry on..life still goes on..Working in the day as usual yesterday, and went straight to 1 Utama in the night,went home early at about 12 something in the morning.Went to sleep at 2 something. waiting for messages of no return.. This will probably be the first special celebrations for many new couples..Some will be memorable and some maybe disappointing.. To me,it's probably like jus another ordinary day,because i have no someone special to spent with..these are some photos taken yesterday.

it's last day of the year and we had nothing to do in the office..luckily i brought my camera to pass time..do i look like an office lady now?

another close up one..gosh..nearly can see obvious tummy already..lol

me and my working partner,may..we both were busy campwhoring

in 1u:so random le..nothing to do until we snap photos..wei ee and uncle lau wei liang

me and bestie

we had shabu shabu for dinner:the food tasted so delicious..maybe cos i'm hungry..i'm the first to finish my portion..

our meal before it is emptied..

uncle lau taking his own sweet time to cook the raw food..looking so serious but actually he's always our entertainer

see her laughing so happily..thanks to uncle lau

There are more photos taken at the central park avenue.but it's with irene.Hope to get the photos from her soon.

My New Year Resolution: To leave everything bad and sad which had happened lsat year behind, to smile happily from inside out and to learn how to be persuasive more..it might sound simple..but it's hard to make everything come true..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMSI

29th December 2008, 9.00pm
Once again a bithday wish for you..U sound so blur when i called today..Must be a hard night for you yesterday huh..hehe..let's recall back how i got to know u..it's actually quite random.We're in the same class,SN7Q.and one fine day,when we decided to have lunch together,took economy rice,and there's how we got to know each other. And coincidently, this dude is staying at the same condo i'll be staying that time.So everything is fated that we became close now.When i first shifted in in Melati Utama,he was so nice and borrowed me his spare mattress for me.And he was like being the host,take us for the first dinner there.As time passes,we became closer.We knew each other's habit so well.he is always late for class,and well known for 'fishing' in the class.I supposed he improved now.And he always come to my unit last time.I need to emphasize that not to visit me,but to stalk on someone else.Haha.Though we know not really long,but the friendship we developed can be considered quite strong le i suppose.what do you think?this guy always say i talk very loud wan..so maybe i lower down my volume a bit now because of him..and this time he came back,he ask me to walk more feminine like a girl..so i shall take your words..hehe..Special dedication to you WONG CHEN SHING:hope you will faster get wei ee a 'dai sou' la..the photos taken below are from the genting trip we went last year,it was amazing.there's 11 of us cramming ourselves in a deluxe room with jus only 1 king size bed.

for this shot,we were figuring out how to post..and finally we end up with our significant action..

used to be the a level gang:lynn,james,hock wei,me, wei ee

3 of us..

UPDATES

28th December 2008, 9.50pm
Was very lazy to upload photos taken for the previous weeks and finally did it now.These are the little updates on what, where and who i hanged out lately. Not many photos taken for other outings as my camera always low battery and forgot to bring my camera along for outings.

First 3 shots, it was after the econs paper on 10th december.We went to mid valley to have zanmai sushi. The green tea ice cream was superb. we came here was partly because of JAMES WONG CHEN SHING.My a level macha(according to him,it means buddy,hoped i spelles it correctly)We spend endless pillow talks, study moments together back in last year. We communicate extraordinarily,which makes us best buddies today..haha.. This fella is turning 20 tomorrow. Suppose to go ipoh and crash his party.but he was such a concern guy,he is worried bout our safety driving all the way there at night,so he ask us not to come,though i know he very much wanted us to be there. Jamsi,Happy Birthday!you will always in my mind as due to the penang incident which we are still keeping you in suspense.hehe..May all your wishes come true. This dude is a more high ended person edi. That day we went shopping with him, he is different from the person we went shopping together last year,but no offence k,your still the nicest friend to me,made the effort to call me on my birthday all the way from australia,i'm so touched.i'm getting a bit long winded here talking so much bout him.din really had the time to chat liked we used to last time ever since ur back from aussey. we were both busy with respective plans.Lastly, hope to catch up with you more soon..

thats me and bestie, she is james' ah mui

"heng mui ching sum"

me and him,he always criticizes me,that makes us so close..

Following photos:cheong k session happened on 26th december among the Chin and Chew family.we went Neway @ Puchong for dinner buffet.stayed up till 3 something in the morning only go home..ging..all have the singing cell..and those attended the outing that night were either married or single,no on eis attached.so vegee chin,my oldest cousin brother, made a deal, next year today,which is 26th dec 2009, everyone will have to bring a partner along,and the outing will be on him. He is being so generous.Thanks vegee, no matter what, i will grab a partner along with me that time,whether it is my real boyfrined or just a part time one.hehe..we went really 'high' and crazy that night.seriously we should have more outings like that..distance is not a problem to us,though we are separate apart between seremban and kl,but afterall it's only 45 minutes drive ma...hehe.

vivien and my sis,another 'keh leh feh' at the back.he is the one who served us that night..

the singles:vegee chin,vivien chew,adelaine and caroline chin

singing so 'professionally'

such sweet husband and wife,they dumped nicholas boy at home and joined us

ah keng and pauline

vegee and keng

Is it normal to always day dream and flashing back good and bad things? Is it always advisable to not look into the past,but look towards future. But how can i not look back into the past as those past mould me for who i am today.

A special post for the special someone:it might be silly to say that i am willing to wait, as no one knows what will happen in the future. But i jus want to let you know that for the moment i will. Though you will not read this, but i take this as my confession.i'm giving you time to overcome your doubts.You might forget the things i've done for you but i'm still hoping that you will remember me and contact me soon.

CRUEL EVES..

26th December 2008, 1.45pm

This year is approaching to an end.Definately not a good year for me, going through many hard times.Ihad most of the worst eve in this year. It first started with Merdeka eve, follow by my birthday eve, and Christmas eve. On Merdeka eve, my ex broke up with me,i managed to get up by myself after 2 months of dwelling. On birthday eve,i met with car accident,banged the most luxurious car Mercedez Benz,have to pay compensation which cost RM 1280. Now left with only 1 installment and my burden will be lessen. Unfortunately, bad luck is not over yet. On Christmas eve, once again i accepted terrible rejection, and i spent my Christmas staying at home flashing back on my sillyness. Once someone has the knowledge on palm reading and told me that i will encounter messy love life judging based on my palm. i did not really believe as i believe in myself for achieving the happiness i wanted. Today, someone told me the same fact for the second time and i finally realised that it might be true. But the person advised me not to be too pessimist over this matter as i am capable enough to depend on myself. i think what this person said was true. Though i am still finding my way out of misery, but i have in myself that i can overcome all these and hoping for something good in 2009. I am working part time in a consulting company now, most of my free time is occupied. I have an overall loving family i supposed, a job with its pay reaches my fulfillment and i should have no worries in my life now. But human beings are never satisfied. I still uncertain of what i want to attain in my life.