HOMELY FRIDAY NIGHT

20th February 2009, 9.35pm

It's Friday night! everyone should be out partying, dating, shopping, dining, hanging out somewhere instead of staying at home. But i'm home now preparing my stuff for tomorrow's Scouters' Council AGM. Haha, i asked for it as i dragged this till the very last minute.. University life finally resumes and it's the end of my second week of this semester. Though the feeling is no longer the same. Very long breaks in between classes from tuesday till thursday, people issolating themselves from us, even the usual frequent outings on weekends with usual people are gone. Everyone is leading to a different path, hanging out with different people and some might feel abandoned. But the LUCKY thing is, i have no class on friday, which means a long weekend for me! Thats the thing i'm always looking forward to every week, i can wake up slightly later instead of 6.45am during school days when the sky is not even bright yet.Very soon March will come, and assignments will be piling up, and the most significant answer will be known and revealed by the end of march. I worked for a month last year and the pay supposed to be spent in getting myself a new phone, but plan changed to a laptop instead of a handphone. RM 1500 is sponsored, and the rest i have to fork out my own money. But it's worth it i guess, at least i bought it partially with my hard earned money. Great Satisfaction. Looks like the plan of getting a new phone have to be postponed till my next break whereby i worked again. I've not been working this month, felt so useless and broke.. No income coming in at all, i hate this feeling.. But at the same time i'm lazy to work, no latest profile of mine been sent out lately as my hair is short and no proper + suitable photo of me in that hairstyle yet..

EXTRAORDINARY VALENTINE

15th February 2009, 11.35am

Yesterday was Valentines' day. Instead of celebrating with someone who is opposite sex, 3 of us ended up in Genting.. I honestly appreciated their companion, at least i don't need to be stuck at home thinking about some jerk who makes me unhappy. Some might think that they could have been more meaningful spending it with someone else. Here are some photos taken yesterday, missing of an yi in the celebration. Remember what 4 of us did in Form 3 on Valentines' Day?

waiting to board the bus from 1U

in the cable car, gervanne a.k.a. amery's cousin, i've known her since Form 1 too..

vanne, amery, me

nice valentine deco..best buddies forever..

2 hanging dolls..i think it's unique

this shot just look so natural..

i'm on holiday, who cares how i sit, dress or eat!

my buffet dinner @ resort hotel..

We spent a lot of time sitting down, rotting, laughing, gossiping, talking nonsense, eating.. Got so tired and bored waiting for the arrival of bus at 9.30pm to return back to kl.Reached home 11 something at night and we were darn tired. We always hang out in Genting, especially before a new semester starts, cause it's the most convenient and nearest place to go with cool weather. We plan to have our next trip in June/ July and this time Vanne finally agrees to go clubbing with us for the first time.. Join us for the future excitement..

MEANINGFUL DAY THOUGH

13th February 2009, 4.35pm

It was supposed to be rihanna's concert tonight, but it was postponed until further notice, and i bought the ticket..sigh..back to today, went back to my high school in the morning for some PROJEK HAMPER ceremony..it's a project held every year to do some charity to the less fortunate people, orphans and old folks. Me, Tuck Loong and Cynthia represented the ALUMNI of SMKTS and we contributed 6 hampers..There were a group of physically look like down syndrom children who performed and everyone were very impressed..They attend some training centre and they are quite independent and they can speak quite fluently as well.. BRAVO for their performance! In the afternoon, i accompanied my grandma to the hospital for her regular check-ups. And then i realised that these place is actually a home to discover love and passion.. While we were waiting, something made my day today. i saw an old man sitting on a wheel chair, having difficulty in talking, he even choked when he was drinking. The best thing was beside him there was a lovely wife always being very patient listening and talking to him, though she hardly understands what he is trying to say. She looks like just an ordinary lady, but i salute her for her care towards her husband, she speaks very gently and softly to her husband, as though he was a little child. The scenario was really touching and it's hard for me to describe. It's all happened from the name of LOVE. At the same instant, i'm guilty for showing my temper at times. I doubt that i will not be as patient as her.. It's Valentines' tomorrow, quite a memorable eve for me today, a different way of experiencing " LOVE IS IN THE AIR"..Wherever you go now, everything you see will be in heart shaped. Singles out there, never give up in seeking your eternal love..

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR BESTIE

12th February 2009, 7.45pm

Yesterday was Ms. AMERY YIN WEI EE's 21st birthday..It's the day where she can enter casino, clubs officially..haha..it's a big day for this special friend who i known her since Form1, though something's been bothering me lately, it didn't stop me from planning the celebration. Hope you had a memorable one..yesterday, after class in the morning we went to pick her up from her home, we blindfolded her until we reach the place where we will be having lunch..Lucky no police car stopped us as they might probably think that i'm kidnapping someone..

my idea to blindfold her with my scout scarf..

when she untied the scarf, she then realised she was at THE SHIP..
with max, kok keong, dequeen, birthday girl and me..

she wanted to go to a place which plays english oldies,i guess this is a suitable one..playing her favourite song coincidently: you raised me up

vincent, the guy on the left came to join us later..the classmates' celebration with her..

her birthday cup cakes with the designer, dequeen yap..sweet and lovely ..

my heavy meal of the day: sweetcorn and crabmeat soup with black pepper chicken chop..

the night continues at the circle cafe in sunway pyramid..a birthday kiss is a must..

hope the celebration will overcome the bad things happened..

the 4 of us last night:wei liang, me,amery, michael

many people say we look alike, even our voices sound alike..what do you think?

the sea parkians

Hey dear, i know the start of this year is not a good year for you, hope it will be better soon.. Forget those people who once betrayed, criticised, hurted you.. I guess i offended you many times before too..i'm so sorry..i didn't mean to..hope you don't bare in mind. we will have each others' company no matter what happens k. once again HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!

I WANT AN EXPLANATION !

10th February 2009,12.00pm

Jus back from uni..didn't had enough sleep last night,slept at 3 something in the morning and got up at 8 something this morning. Thanks MAY for listenening to me last night when i was in sorrow condition. Bumped into a very unexpected person yesterday,was really unexpected,he did not notice me..But i saw him,with someone else..i was totally speechless that time. My mood was terrible at that instant but i had to pretend like nothing happened. Deep inside me,i felt myself being very stupid all these while,believing something which is very unrealistic..i trusted you and so i'm ever very patient in you.but in the end i got treated like that.have you ever stand in my position and think of how i felt before? i'm seriously tired of being ignored by you.What you've told me before has turned into lies overnight..No wonder people said, even believe also has a lie in it.If you bothered to explain, i'll trust whatever you tell me, but you did not even care to clarify..You don't deserve my patience anymore, i can't walk through the days of not seeing you and still waiting for you, i really can't do that anymore,i surrender, give up and let you win in this game of love..My heart was sunk deep down until this morning, after what i observed in uni, and i realised that what i encountered yesterday was not end of the world, there are many other people who are much more depressed and mourning in despair than me. I should be grateful that i'm very fortunate, to be blessed with a loving family, average of luck in everything i do.Though now i still feel being stabbed at the heart, but i know my obstacles are nothing compared to other less fortunate people.I know i will be able to get over it, and my source of enlightenment definitely will be a good helper..

Girls' Night Out

9th February 2009, 12.15pm

Time passes so fast,it's the last day of my holiday,last day of chinese new year,my orientation is tomorrow. Once again we went to look out point last night,but this time we had late dinner there instead,got stuck in jam at batu caves due to the thaipusam celebration for an hour..we were starving..worse was a random guy came to my car window and knock on it again..the freaky moment strikes again..first time was in kl last time, second time now was in batu caves..yikes! We had nice moments last night though,cracking lots of jokes about people, food...

me and may at the westen food restaurant in look out point

the view was not very clear that night

my source of enlightenment..read this to keep my thoughts positive

amery and may..

my MUSHROOM meal (mushroom sauce chicken chop and mushroom soup) before i'm on vegetarian today, it's the 15th day of the month according to the chinese calender

Updates on 6th Feb

7th February 2009, 11pm

I forgot it was saturday today, missed the first troop meeting of the year. Gosh!someone is making me ignoring everything in my life..feel so guilty for not attending scouts..sigh..

here's little updates on what happened yesterday...morning,got up early for jog, came home continue cutting on some red papers,but effort wasted,then went for facial, went for k session with me sis (2nd time in this week..crazy..lol), family dinner and hitting scarlet.

me on the first day of cny..

me on the 12th day of cny..any difference?

me singing in neway

look alike?

bright flash from the mirror reflection

beauty queen

fue chien,sis, me at dinner place

finally a complete family portrait with my short hair..sob..

look like buddies?they're actually nephew and uncle.presenting my dad and cousin bro, fue xiang

a more complete family photo,granny,my godmum,sis,me, mum and dad..spotted 2 alike ppl?my mum and godmum,they are twins..no joke..

party at night with both of us, there is someone keep laughing at my short hair last night, really that funny?he said i'm better in long hair..but his words will not influence me much..the only one who has the ability to manipulate me did not even turn up..disappointment..did not really enjoyed last night in scarlet.