A Petal Waiting to be Bloomed into a Flower

special dedication for THEM

2011-09-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

22nd September 2011, 1.30pm
It's the celebration of a couple's anniversary today, celebration of going through good and hard times together. All the best to both of you. Be nice to the best friend of my life =)

settling down

2011-09-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

9 September 2011, 2.00pm
It's been long enough since you heard from me. I'm back to where I first begin. It's time to get back on track, repay my debts after my travelling dreams fulfilled. I will motivate myself to save and back up again. love it!

sepang gold coast and tanjung sepat

2011-07-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

12th July 2011, 11.20pm
A post before i go to bed. A celebration of us being together. Have always been longing to pay a visit and finally now i've been there.

beautiful artificial flowers

wishing tree for love, health and wealth

posting with the dried up tree

sunset

steam fish and total cost of the meal was RM 70

kam heong lala

fried calamari

yau mak

tao foo kang

our photographer of the day: dickson wong

man of my life

model of the day

at the lovers' bridge

a small fishing boat

happy anniversary!

jumps of joy to be with you

entrance of the palm resort, closed to public when we went that day as they had private function

gold coast beach

the side view of the palm resort

~it's your birthday after 12midnight!~

DIDs in Hong Kong & Macau II

2011-07-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

7th July 2011, 9.45pm
photo speaks more than words, unfortunately i can't upload all the ohotos taken, i took like 700 shots, loading them take ages, so i just load the hightlights and brief description of them.

souvenir from hong kong, sun burn which the marks still exist till today

guai ling gao, a must have after a hot day

i'll pay you a visit again next time, but not in hong kong, US perhaps

the fairy tale castle

beauty and the beast

golden mickey musical performance, thumb up for this!

buzz lightyear

healthy macaroni for brakfast

claypot rice in temple street

roasted goose

photo with mickey and minnie, my childhood dream fulfilled =)

world famous big buddha in lantau island

there will be another second visit in future, if financially allows that =p

~photos of other countries on the way~

The DIDS in Hong Kong & Macau I

2011-07-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

6th July 2011, 1.30pm

symphony of lights

me and mummy dearest

affordable sharkfin's soup

best snack of all

Baden Powell International House in Hong Kong

Police on the road

the peak tram

madame tussauds in hong kong

the leon lai in wax

chewy wan tan mee with juicy and fresh prawns inside

victoria peak

peak view

ruins of st paul

ship where you only can see in hong kong

macau tower

casinos of macau

portugese tarts, taste much better than those here

many actors and actresses left their handprints and signature here

along avenue of stars

day view of hong kong city

entrance of arena of stars

ladies market

typical red taxi you see in tvb dramas

~part 2 to come~

marvelous may 2011

2011-07-03T22:24:00.000-07:00

4th July 2011, 1.30pm
It's July, and i was missing in action for the whole month of june, could only post the may happenings now, many back-dated posts to come..I will be away soon long enough to test whether a relationship will lasts. It's gonna be another leap of experience in my life, so looking forward to it but totally not ready mentally yet. Well, will somehow adapt to it when the time comes.

press conference of the launching of sunsilk nano complex in the gardens, mid valley with grace, my face look so flawless in this photo

look like i'm in stewardess uniform?

one of the friday nights when we were in velvet: vincent, vanne, an yi, hui xian, jannifer and me

final pic of the night

the last time we clubbed was 2008?

we did enjoyed a lot

when's the next round?

~next post: hong kong & macau~

awesome april

2011-05-31T03:38:00.000-07:00

31st May 2011, 6.55pm
Post of happenings in previous month on the last day of May. Besides my convo and the treasure hunt, I worked to earn extra income.

the working team with Mr. Nadin

girls: me, yvonne, doreen, chermayne

the very supportive family who came for all 4 days

the hole-in-one winners

the young female winner

our boss, vincent with the trendy alike LV bag

day 2

me, doreen and su vien

hole no 5 hole in one winner

nice and friendly working mates

Malaysia Maybank Open 2011 in KLGCC

Day 1 Hole no 2 hole in one winner: Mr. Iskandar

it's them in day 1

the putting course

the mummy-to-be in the middle

one of the days in april we had free flow of drinks in the opera, pyramid

at the roof top

dinner at t-bowl with bestie and lim vincent, toilet bowl concept all over the restaurant

~marvelous may coming soon~

OLA TABUR!

2011-05-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

19th May 2011, 8.05pm
Something out of routine we did on the replacement holiday of Labours' Day. Visit to Tabur Hill with Scouts and other friends. Good and challenging experience and bruises on my leg after knocking on the rocks during hike.

the accenture team: mo jern, adrian and daniel

he accompanied me as he was worried for my safety

the group of us

mo, hui xian and fung chuan

feel the cool breeze at the top of the peak

solo shot with the lake view as background

before the dawn breaks

act cute

~tomorrow is flyday!~

First HUNTING Attempt

2011-05-14T00:21:00.000-07:00

14th May 2011, 3.50pm

In the beginning of last month, 2 guys and 2 girls kicked off from Putrajaya to Port Dickson for the SMK Alam Shah Alumni Treasure Hunt. It was the first attempt for 3 of us except Alwin and obviously we did not win any cash prizes compared to the regular hunters. But great time we had together!

me the photographer

this was beofre, be prepared to see the after

the starting point with the uniform bodies behind us, I had to say the school is BIG!

The resort we stayed in, Mutiara

WE ARE NUMBER SIX

with the assigned driver

someone got buried in the sand when i was away

our hunting car

don't know why am i so happy

he took this just in case we didn't win anything

the 17PJ hunters, we participate under the name of SMKTS Alumni, we got a RM 100 rebate voucher if we plan to join again next year

when we're bored..

part of the hunt tasks

this is what we painted

not forgetting the horrible logo painted, we did our best but the paint was too diluted and it smeared. lol

at the community hall

the 3 of them went on a ride

seldom you will see the cute side of him =)

dinner time

some really impressive performance specially prepared for us

our representative

ta da: trip with lots of fun and laughter.. <3 this photo a lot

~more photos to come!~

MOTHERS' DAY

2011-05-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

12 May 2011, 11.35pm
For me it's mothers instead of mother, i have another godmother who is also my mum's twin. She has just left us almost 3 weeks ago and went far far away to not suffer from unbearable pain any longer. With her courage to fight against the cancer, her caring and thoughtfulness to each and everyone of us in the family, she's the best godmum and will be dearly missed by us. Also not forgetting my dearest mum who brought me this world, she's also the greatest of all and grandmother who take great care of me since young. Gratitutes to these 3 greatest ladies in my life.

abalone at ah yat abalone as token of appreciation from dear sis and bro in law =) the abalone sauce was great enough to eat a bowl of white rice, this is how good it was

does this photo tells what's the next dish?

and yes it is nevertheless peiking duck slice wrapped with egg, this is SO GOOD!

~yummylicious, when should we eat there again? =p~

I'm Officially GRADUATED!

2011-05-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

8th May 2011, 8.45pm
My 3years of Hons Degree education finally ended with this formal ceremony. I'm graduated with second upper class and so is my bestie. With the attendance of my fellow friends, my mum and my love partner, the ceremony was just simply perfect as they are the most important people in my life. Here are some photos captured:

10 April 2011 it's the day

and credits to them who were so supportive all these while =)

you guys are GREAT!

while they are waiting for us

the stage

future graduants

thanks for fetching my mummy and me all the way to shangrila

me and crystal, another classmate of mine

me and my all time bestie wearing the square hat

after the convo, headed to sec 17 for dinner cum gathering

pumpkin with pork

spinach

salted egg with shrimp mantis

herbal chicken

~it's been awhile, since i can sleep soundly and smile assertingly from the bottom of my heart~

2011 valentine

2011-04-07T20:53:00.000-07:00

8th April 2011, 12pm It's the day everyone around the world celebrate their love officially. Prices of chocolates, flowers, gifts and dinings on this day will be marked up.

my gift =)

dining time, ever ready to start eating

buns as starters

desserts

candle light dinner

barbeque selection

everything was in heart shape that night

pizza, vietnamese spring roll, mussels...

it was two months ago and i can't recall the place, was it concorde shah alam?

my favourite oysters, not as good as those i had in australia

our first valentine celebration together

~the sweetest valentine of all~

CNY aka annual big gathering

2011-04-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

6th April 2011, 10.20pm Chinese New year it's a happy season for us, as we still eligible in receiving ang paos. =) This year i had extra from my newly wed sis and brother in law. Nevertheless, the usual house hoping and lou sang session we had among the EXPANDING G-GANG!

glad that we still keep in touch after highschool though some are separated across the sea

all professional gamblers now

at my home sweet home: vincent, kah leong, brian, yean chan, kit, desmond, amery, an yi, hsu zhen, irene, vanne and finally me

the early birds at an yi's

irene's

~sweet valentine gonna be next!~

SMKTS Batch 2005 reunion gathering

2011-04-04T18:05:00.000-07:00

5th April 2011, 9.30am It's a catching up after 5 years of losing contacts. Not a very large one but at least we managed to meet back the old timers.

here are the participants at the countess, plaza kelana jaya, not a very good place to recommend

the january and february babies

from top left clockwise : irene, an yi, vincent, hsu zhen, brian, mei wan, wei ee, me, gervanne and michelle

yeong wei, wilson lim, mo jern, weng fatt, suan loong, tong yew, billy, vincent, me and wai kuan

phuay shan @ angel

with the organiser

the people i still hang out with pretty often

ladies with a gay brian

all time must

~next: annual 'pai nian' with the expanding group~

FUN in the start of 2011!

2011-04-03T20:07:00.000-07:00

4th April 2011, 11.30am All the way back in Jan 2011 when i'm still having fun with the study life! =) mission completed: visit to the universal studio, singapore

supper for the night: sizzling oyster and frog porridge in geylang

when we arrived at singapore, visit to the marina sands casino lying cozily on the sofa in the exclusive apartment

stepping inside the universal studio

splash zone where by u may have risk getting yourself wet

freeze! police arrest

dickson, suan, ven bee, me, weng and mo

trying on their hats

all time drama king

with dinosaur which extinct long ago?!

pussy in the shrek

horrified..

show some kunfu to the panda

wanna be as happy and chubby as him! =)

under the humid weather

looking candylicious?

fast food for lunch

the hollywood best sweetheart award goes to: mr. tan suan loong

slightly alike marilyn monroe

sentosa island, a place to visit which is more affordable for an all rounded theme park with cartoon and movie characters compared with other further places

wuth the donkey... =)

the woody woodpecker

choo-choo train, just in case we got lost

the hilarious joker

waiting to board the train

all worn out

thank you thank you!

'people' who pull the hand cart with us sitting on it

at the water world

penguins dancing and shaking so adorably cute

braverly wong mo jern running across the active fountain

why you go poke his stomach? lol

~credits to all photographers of these photos. next post:reunion gathering~

Feb babes: bestie and xian

2011-04-01T00:41:00.000-07:00

1st April 2011, 3.50pm It's April fool! and yeah i got fooled by the bestie this morning, but no hard feelings of course. Back in February were bestie's big day in monte's and xian'21st in ovo. One has been a close friend of mine since 2001 in my highschool and the other in 2008 through scouts. Both the friendship lasted till now and i definitely treasure them =)

me and the bestie

vanne, amery, me, weng and vincent

me and caely

me and the couple

me, hui xian and caely

~heading to pd for treasure hunt tomorrow~

starts after an end

2011-03-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

31st March 2011, 9.05am Whenever it's an end of something, it is also a start of something new. yesterday i left the toilets which once was the most comfort zone in the premise, returned the think pad which i once carried everyday, the tag and landyard which i tagged in wear over my neck everyday, the people whom i would need to face almost 10 hours a day. All these has became a past experience in my life. it's time to have a short break and mov on with decision made and face the consequence.

after so long...

2011-03-15T04:56:00.001-07:00

15th March 2011,8.00pm
It's been more than a month since i last blogged. I will assure myself that my next post will be something interesting. Lots of highlights for me to look forward to in the coming month, hopefully i will smile more from April onwards.

~counting down the 16days~

gathering with former sunsilk girls and zouk on ladies night

2011-02-10T03:36:00.000-08:00

10th Fenruary 2011, 7.45pm
Started working full time in a commercial firm, come home everyday with tired body and soul, go to bed before 11pm everynight. This is my routine now and in the next forseeable days. This is an accountant's lifestyle. Apart from that, let's recap back the fun i had before work started.

coincidently pinkys for the day, happy birthday in advance dear!

with lim vincent

and all of us in zouk, just the pathetic 4 with oldies theme for wednesday's ladies night

before zouk, dinner with former sunsilk ambassadors in nando's, tcm: me, bestie, mayhuay and elaine

~take care mayhuay, see u in macau! =)

covert affairs- ambient stunt

2011-01-24T23:58:00.000-08:00

25th January 2011, 4.00pm

The final event job for me at the moment. I'm going to join the permanent work force next week.

Back to the event, it was held in Sunway Lagoon in conjunction with the Astro Life Carnival on 18h December 2010. I thought i blogged about it was i actually didn't, so it's a far back-dated post. Had great working mates despite the sweaty working condition, attire such as bag, sunglasses, trench coat, ear piece, red pointed heels were provided. =) Caught the feeling of being a spy and acting cool. Unfortunately I encountered a crazy lady who unpolitely snatched away my hat and grab my bag. No different from being a snatch thief, she was so rough and unfriendly. Was too exhausted at the end of the day and felL asleep during the midnight 'TRON' movie. Thanks for the comfortable shoulder for me to lean on in GSC.

this is how we look like with the super red lips

angeline, grace, me and zhi wei

with the lagoon mascot

Words of Wisdom

2011-01-23T04:09:00.000-08:00

23rd January 2011, 8.10pm
From my bestie:
Love is something you do not plan for, whether it is start or end, it just happens , but you need to spare time to sustain it. When letting go of love, it is not about forgetting, to not think about it or ignore it, it does not leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret, it ain't winning or losing, it is not about pride, obssess or dwelling in the past, but to cherish memories, have the courage to accept changes and strength to move forward and grow up. This is the highest level of achivement, if one can fullfil all, I would definitely liked to be-friend with him/her. Does such person exist?

~Everyone are born to be selfish~

Feeling Sorry

2011-01-20T18:38:00.000-08:00

21st January 2011, 10.40am

It is one of the toughest decision i've ever made. What has said can't be kept back, hopefully the impact is not significant, do not want to get anyone hurt. I did put effort to work things out, but they are not responded. What happened maybe difficult to accept, thousand regrets and apollogy for saying such things at the wrong timing. I don't know what can i do now to make things better. Is this the ending i expected i really don't know, of course i wished to have happy ending. But deep in my heart i know things are never gonna be the same again.

01-01-11

2011-01-11T05:23:00.001-08:00

11th January 2011, 9.30pm
On the first day of 2011, we had Korean cuisine in Taman Desa.

headed to souled out after dinner

had a great catch up flashing back highschool memories

~signing off to bed: zzzz...~

Living Happily Ever After

2011-01-10T06:48:00.000-08:00

10th January 2011, 11.00pm
This is a way back dated post and final event of 2010, also the biggest of that year: The dearest sister whom i have been growing up with for the past 22 years walked down the aisle with my current brother-in-law. Glad that she found someone who cherish and love her so much. =)

first pic: the rewarding meal for myself after the wedding in sushi zanmai

my fellow BFFs who helped me a lot in making the wedding a success, theme of the night: red

in the executive suite given complimentary be federal hotel, spacious and comfy

the commandments promised by bryan to my parents

the bestman and hengdai's

zimui's, my daddy called us the charlie's angels, theme for the day: white

with the tools prepared for the guys to complete their tasks before entering to pick the bride

the family picture, sadly it's incomplete without my dearest godmum

my highschool mates, also the bunch of people i always mix with now the 2 new faces which probably not seen in my blog before: mo jern and suan loong

~welcoming 2011 with a heavy heart left in 2010~

Farewell Mr. S. E.

2010-12-30T04:19:00.000-08:00

30th December 2010, 8.30pm
6 of us went up to the peak on the 21st December, yeah it's the day the news of bus in Cameron Highlands overturned, but that did not stopped our 'gung-ho-ness' from meeting up. Instead we were extra careful and we are all safe and sound now. My buddy went back to Maldives last week and i hope to see him again during convocation or perhaps pay him a visit in Maldives =p

gonna miss the times we spent in Manila

and not forgetting my lovely classmates, giving me motivation to attend classes

we had a free game of bowling, whee! my wrong method of throwing the ball

our score: mine was the last row

jumps of joy after our final semester

~all the best to everyone in their future undertakings~

Sis bachelorette party

2010-12-28T17:34:00.000-08:00

29th December 2010, 12.20pm
It's been a month since i last blog, been busy preparing for my sis wedding and catching up with friends till late at night. literally i've been 'soul-less' for the past few days, having only 6 hours of sleep everyday and without afternoon naps plus late nights sleep. Glad that it ended well and i'm back with lots to update. =) It was my one and only same blood sis hens night held in the library mid vally on 17th December. We had tremendous fun that night raising funds for our drinks, credits to those generous people in the bar.

take good care of yourself in singapore

all the ladies

my friends who gave their fullest support

the theme was blue

with bestie

corona lime for the night

her friends

~next post: hamdhaan's farewell trip in genting~

Short Singapore Visit

2010-11-29T20:04:00.000-08:00

30th November 2010, 12.20pm
Final day of November, welcoming the final month of 2010, having loads to do in the coming month, my finals of the final semester, sis wedding, and kicking off for job hunting, any to introduce? Apart from those, i managed to catch a short weekend getaway after handing in my final assignments, that is for a wedding reception in singapore marina bay sands convention centre.

a food court located in bugis with superb hawker food

fishball noodles, not much flour added retaining the original fish taste, you got to be prepared to be in a long queue to taste it

taste much better than those i had before in malaysia with syokness of spicy sambal

the decoration of the tables at the wedidng

instead of numbers, they named their tables with positive expressive words, such as longevity, faithful, love, etc..

the night view of the newly standing marina bay sands

a simple family portrait

me and mummy dearest

daddy and his childhood friend, Mr. Richard Nathan

with his wife, aunt Rita in light blue saree

the day view of ' the ship sailing at the top of 3 standing towers'

views from the convention centre

my lovely parents which brought me to this world

see the tiny people at the bow of the ship? they are either hotel room guests or paid $20 to get up there for the sky view

they small chips around the hole in the middle are coins thrown by people to make wishes

nasi lemak with otak-otak and fried fish

katong laksa, i did not eat this as i was on vegetarian that day

~photos taken are credited to PPT's dslr~

Traditional Cupping

2010-11-23T21:18:00.000-08:00

24th November 2010, 1.30pm
If you are experiencing pain and strain on the neck and back. Try this! Just got this done today. The marks will be visible for the next 2 days, which means no sexy back dresses on sis registration of marriage =( good thing is the pain which has been accummulating will be relieved. The process is freaky and pain, bear it and you'll be better off.

the tools used

the process, of course this is not me, it's just a google image

and all these are mine

effect of late night sleeps and not having good rests

my neck with necklace on

these marks are all over my back now

~more blog posts after exams~

Save The Best for Last- 22 BIGday part 1

2010-11-10T00:02:00.000-08:00

10th November 2010, 4.15pm
And finally this is the 1st birthday celebration of mine for this year. Had to wait for the owner of the photos, ashy to upload them before i could post this. Credits to her for the wonderful photos taken that night. =)

1st stop for dinner: Sri Thai located opposite PJ Hilton. Warning: the food served was SPICY!

wondering where is this place with the london bridge as wallpaper? it's at piccadilly

group photo of my final semester classmates

all in striking pink and red except me

lurve this pic (hearts)

with ashy

and Mr. S.E. the buddy

from top left till bottom right: kok keong, amery, ashivina, dequeen, hamdhan, me, suraj

it's me showing off the safety pins i carry everywhere i go just in case for emergency, so proud of it..lol

with my 1st birthday cake

the super spicy tom yam soup

and the authentical pandan chicken

all our faces looked so glossy and fake as though we were made of wax!

~thanks peeps for the wonderful meal and birthday cake!~

22 BIGday- Part 3

2010-10-31T05:06:00.001-07:00

It's the actual day, ie 17th night where i had my birthday dinner in kuala selangor, far journey but worth for fresh and reasonable seafood.

my 3rd birthday cake of the year: chocolate cheese from secret recipe

i'm 22

MOET champagne ambassador, dickson wong

needed a helping hand to open it

sweet sour crab

butter prawns

'sei dai tin wong'

fried mini squids

steamed fish

~ sparing some time to post this in the midst of doing assignment~

22 BIGday- Part 4

2010-10-24T20:08:00.000-07:00

Short and rushed gathering with the A-Level mates, however it's a wonderful one =)
The background of the photos is the same over and over again @ kimchi haru, jaya one.

the girls from top left till bottom right: me, hui shi darling, siew teng, lynn and hui san

always the only thorn among the roses, andrew the pilot

the 6 of us on 24october

the 'world's so small' story behind the 3 of us

~not my luck in getting a new gadget~ =(

Just The Way You Are =)

2010-10-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

21st October 2010, 6.40pm
This is damn cool, check it out, just love the creativity.

Makes me wanna sing:
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

MY BIG 22: day 2 celebration

2010-10-20T02:21:00.001-07:00

20th October 2010, 5.30pm
Date: 16th October 2010
Venue: Sunway Giza Mivoda and Wong Kok
Event: My birthday celebration Day 2

birthday cake from the bestie =)

standing outside beer factory.. everyone looked so happy

early birds in mivoda campwhoring.. credits to the assigned photographer that night, lim vincent

mei wan came later

and our closing photo before we left

lucky guy =p

thanks for all the plannning and appearance on my birthdays ever since we got close

the october babies: me- 17th, mei wan- 20th, vincent- 6th, emile- 17th

this is when i'm starting to turn red..not forgetting daniel on 15th oct, he arrived just a minute before the clock struck 12, thanks emile for coming back all the way for singapore to have this double happiness celebration

~day 1 n day 3 coming soon~

i don't know me

2010-10-18T18:49:00.000-07:00

19th October 2010, 9.50am

after hearing this song, i had the deep feeling, but i could not figure out what's behind it

let things be

2010-10-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

11th October 2010, 8.35pm
There's no point thinking too much about something, the more you think about it, you will not gain anything but lose, as in lost your health. Someone told me this today: just wake up everyday and think of what to do just for today. Things are made in the way they were.. Is that true?

~And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be. For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer. let it be~

the people i spent time with in jan- march 2006

2010-10-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

9th October 2010, 7.00pm
Had a fun day today in a gathering with my ns buddies at the campsite itself. The feeling is different this time compared to the usual gatherings we had. We felt so excited going back to the place we once spent there for 2 and a half months. Seeing each other day and night and the first home at that time. The senamrobik, merentas desa, tali tinggi, flying fox, kawat kaki, boring character building class, the steep journey to our dorms...

introducing the one in yellow: penolong ketua jurulatih during our time, Cikgu Daib who also known as mr. potato as he used to be bald with his unique moustache and not forgetting his 'sing' during marching

the tali tinggi, abseiling and flying fox track on top

see the steep stairs behind? this is the path the girls have to go through everyday(not only once) and including a hill

meh pohs..

my ns darling, carol lee hui shi

the one in the middle: mr. rahman whom i still keep in touch till now, he was our trainer for delta team, well dedicated person in outdoor activities and not hold back by his diabetic

annie, definitely a well qualified athlete, she's also my tuition friend last time

my ns campsite, 4 years ago the colour did not fade so much

from top left till bottom right: tanjung(leader of the female), joyce, annie, hui shi, lae peng, chiau yei, shiau leng, qi xiang, firdaus, lawrence, ivan and low ( all from plkn siri 3 kumpulan 1)

all of us bullying the police, firdaus, salute him for his effort all the way here

jumps of joy

wirawatis

and this was me 4 years ago on the most left

~credits to joyce lim for the photos~

BFFs 21st!

2010-10-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

4th October 2010, 11.30pm
Extremely tired today are the 3 words i would like to describe myself now. Hope to take more special moment photos this month as october is unique as always. Got few exciting news today, shall update and reveal them individually next time. Mean time would like to welcome 2 BFFs leaping into the 21, An Yi and Vanne(photo above), more partying next time for us with both of you along. Last month was their celebration. Though a simple one but we managed to keep countable of us in touch. A great gratitude to these 2 lovely friends in my life. One being my classmate since form 1 till form 5 and other being my close friend since form 1. We still slumber once in awhile till now.

on an yi's belated birthday celebration in chilly's 1utama

poor bestie who suffered from swollen mouth, glad that she's fine now

and the lovely strawberry cheesecake from blossom deli cafe SS2

mum with lots of love

2010-09-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

28th September 2010, 10.20pm
It's the 2nd post of the day. Even on the outside no matter how popular, sociable or even how many uncountable friends (whether close friends or acquaintance) you own, somehow one day other priorities will just come before you, nobody understands how's the real feeling inside though it seemed like normal. And nothing beats family members, especially my mummy who has the natural ability to make me feel calm and consoled inside. No matter what happened in the past, how badly or impolite i treated her, she will still show her truthful and unbiased concern towards me.

~i'm always her priority~

Nice dream

2010-09-27T17:59:00.000-07:00

28th September, 9.00am
A wet and cooling morning, I had a dream last night, i was packing my stuff for a holiday, as in somewhere far far away. =) How nice could that be if it's real, but i'm currently broke to go anywhere out of the country, need to save up for my trip next year, really a lot! Perhaps short weekend getaways for now would be thirst quenching enough for my desperateness. Good day everyone!

~drop hints:i'm getting old in 20 days time, any suprise for me?~

It's not love

2010-09-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

25th September 2010, 11.00pm
We seldom speak when we first met in highschool, your attention were given to others but not me, even after highschool during our common interest outings, we hardly had the chance to sit down and had close conversation. Despite from all these, somehow the close feeling just existed naturally when you are around. My concern and attention just automatically turned to you whenever i see you. The feeling is just so unique and can't be described. We were obstacled by wrong timings, sometimes i wondered have i ever grabbed your attention before. Until tonight, you told me that you felt close with me too, i felt touched for a moment, though what you said might be a lie. I do not feel jealous when you're with your girl last time, nor i will try means to get close to you when you are alone, thus it's not love that exists between us. I would just drop hints of care and concern towards you when you are down. To me, you will always be the good guy who treats his girl well even others may disagree. I wished you all the best! =)

~remaining distant may not be a bad thing, a long lasting and memorable relationship may be sustained~

Lucky or not it all depends on how you think

2010-09-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

14th September 2010, 9.30pm
Compared to what other less fortunate people facing, encountering and suffering out there, i should be thankful with what i have now. though i may complain and release my unsatisfactory at times, comparing people around me who are better and luckier, but i have to say, i'm considered LUCKY. i have loved ones showing their care and love for me, though not shown all the time, but most importantly is i'm in their hearts all the time, better than those 'strangers' who just walk away when you needed attention from them.

~although you may not treat me as good as others treated their loved one, but i will be glad that i still have something rather than nothing at all, and someone will always be my motivation when i break down~

Chilling moments

2010-09-13T03:33:00.000-07:00

13th September 2010, 6.50pm
Venues : TGIF the Gardens, Kwai Lam Subang Old Airport, Island Cafe SS2, Look Out Point Ampang
Dates: 2nd, 4th September 2010
People: Masvynn, Yee Teng, Ashvina, Amery, Kok Keong, Renaldo, Sook Kuan, Su Wei, Gervanne, Weng Fatt, Hsu Zhen, Kah Leong and of course me

clam chowder

~am i controlling or demanding causing you to be irritated?~

photos awaiting

2010-09-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

6th September 2010, 8.05pm
lists of photos i'm waiting and longing to blog about it:
i) masvynn n yee teng's farewell in tgif
ii) visit to i-city
iii) dinner in kuala selangor
iv) 4th sept: seafood in subang old airport, celebration of vanne's early birthday in island cafe and look out point

~and i wonder if i ever cross your mind, to me it happens all the time~

the food post

2010-09-03T21:15:00.000-07:00

4th September 2010, 3.10pm
It's the flying month where people leaving Malaysia and resume back to their abroad places for futher education. so long farewell friends! By the way, here are some saliva spilling and dripping photos of food which are eaten outside of the hectic kl city.

mango delight crepe

the original layer cake

chocolate with slices of banana, all of them are fabulous, the melting sensation of layer by layer makes u want for more

coconut milkshake, best ever tried

mamak mee goreng, not too dried nor wet, just nice to be eaten

some homemade type of taufoo

tai pat..thirst quenching dessert

nyonya laksa in jonker 88, love the sour and spicy taste which blend so well and make u addicted to the soup

the ice melting sago cendol

friend oyster with dried shrimps in it

can u guess what's this?

did u got it right? the half cooked cockles

presenting to u the chef of the fried oyster, there's only one standard size for RM6 each packet

and the artificial foodies

here comes potato slinkys, u dun have to go all the way to sunshine coast to get it, it's nearer in jonker street

mini egg tarts

pork satay

and most affordable chicken rice

~some of the location of the food were brought by locals there, so i have no idea how to get there~

this friendship will stay the same

2010-08-31T21:09:00.000-07:00

1st September 2010, 12.25pm
It a new month and it's the commencement of my final semester pursuing my degree. next year, i'll be in the workforce permanently, no more afternoon naps and long holidays. Gosh i'm gonna miss them. Not only this, i'm gonna miss 'THE THEM' below. The bunch of friends i grew up and cried with, and i truly appreciate them till now. I still turn to them whenever i have doubts and conflicts or even anything in life, they will be there for me. This trip just brought back so many of our good old memories.

huey lynn's family and relatives were nice enough to bring us around in melacca for food

me n vanne, the future nurse with great passion and patience for her patients

the 4 of us used to be in the same class in form 3, giggling, chit chating, eating fruit tips in class, gossiping and sniffing for fish satay at the school's back gate

though we hardly see each other now, but i shall treasure this friendship till the end

with sook kuan, the future doctor who never says no when it comes to friendship

~ this is the people post, next will be the food post~

time to start saving from scratch again

2010-08-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

18th August 2010, 3.30pm
The Aussie trip burnt up a hole in my bank account, so i decided to work for 10 days and slowly save for my trip next year. Met with fun working colleagues and working for short working hours, but bad thing is got to walk under the hot sun and i got significantly darker.

presenting to you my working mates, amir and kelly

me with the balloons, see i'm transforming into a malay

the 3 of us working together last week

kelly not working this week and so peggy replaced her, but no photos of peggy yet, shall take one tomorrow

~next post: melacca trip with g-gang folks~

secrets

2010-08-13T03:30:00.000-07:00

13th August 2010, 6.30pm

amazed by the movie the sorcerer's apprentice, a highly recommended movie, must watch!
~if i do not understand what you saying, i will try to accept it~

i can't sleep

2010-08-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

12th August, 1.20am
Couldn't get myself to fall asleep at this odd hour though i got to work tomorrow, things keep revolving across my mind. good things of you, bad things of you, good and bad things of me as well. how you came along appraoching me in the beginning, those mesmerizing words which touched and melted my heart, convincing actions and promises, till how we now always have hurtful arguments, offending texts. What's the root of the problem in there? i really dunno. i just know it was better when it was distant last time rather than getting too close now, accusing each other for changing compared to before. i did compared you with the you in July 2009 but i chose to accept you for who you are, but are you doing the same to me as well? did you accept my change due to the tough time i'm going through now? how could things changed so fast in less than a year?
~like i promised, it'll be a proper one the next time~

Sickening Saturday

2010-07-30T23:42:00.001-07:00

31st July 2010,2.45pm
Today suppose to be the actual day i'm coming home from holidays, but i was back 2 weeks earlier. Days are never peaceful and happy from the bottom of my heart ever since i'm home. Things got worse when you drive in a reckless, ego and impatient country like Malaysia, drivers will give you a weird and uncomfortable stare when you are block their way, even though you indicated a signal and you are waiting to make a turn. This includes my dad giving the terrible stare to tohers. Given a choice, i may not want to stay here any longer with the current situation i'm going through. Nobody understands me, i've been seen as though i losing my temper and releasing anger for nothing.I hate arguments, I hate conflicts, I hate people jumping into conclusion and blame themselves for it when they do not even understand the situation. I want to be comforted, I don't feel good having arguments with 2 different person at the same time, and additional pressure entering in.

~I know my argument with somebody else is none of your business, but could you please understand that i'm going through one of the toughest time now~

despicable me + zouk out

2010-07-26T21:03:00.000-07:00

27th July 2010, 12.15pm
Went to watch despicable me instead of inception on the 8th month as only front seats left for inception. funny and cute movie though for despicable me.looking forward to watch inception and salt with you.

this is agnes, she is cute with the pair of overly sized eyes

the cutie little employees

do not underestimate them, they are loyal and supportive employees

phuture with the BFFs

we prefer velvet

~combination of childish + mature lifestyle~

things changed

2010-07-25T02:56:00.000-07:00

25th July 2010, 6.00pm
i thought couples should be like that all these while:
no matter where you go or what you do,as long as quality time and moment spent of 2 people getting together, then it is satisfying enough.
but fact to other people is:
if you don't have plans and you got important interviews the next day, just stay at home and do not get out of the house, unless you need to eat something and have something better to do, or else it's gonna be boring spending time to see each other.

i've been given the wrong mind-set all along, thanks for reminding me relationship can be so materialistic actually.

brisbane and gold coast with terence

2010-07-24T20:01:00.000-07:00

25th July 2010, 11.10am

my most lovable tweety, someone on busy mode, tweety will be on duty mode

beautiful sunrise at the most easterly point of australia

fried potato slinkys the great invention made me fell in love with you

the 4 musketers: buford, andy, terence and weng fatt

lamb shank at ettahmogah pub in sunshine coast

first day at brisbane, my hair is slightly longer than this now

golf putting at top-shot

waffle in max brenner, this is damn good!

super fresh oysters which are incredibly juicy

and some really huge strawberries

~i miss being away for vacation~

Melbourne with Jamsi

2010-07-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

19th July 2010, 3.45pm
Sis said it's been long since i updated my blog and i agreed with her, so i'm here to share some pictures and feelings. I'm back home early due to some unwanted circumstances, but yet i'm glad to be home to make someone whom i love feel cared.

flinders

the night view of melbourne city, i have to admit it's beautiful

a small taman sea reunion and korean food for dinner

it's the coldest among places i went in aussie,waterfront city

my host there, wong chen shing! thanks again

20th-24th June

2010-06-24T08:10:00.001-07:00

24th June 2010, 11.25pm
This are the photos captured for the previous 5 days.
Today: family dinner at 6 to 10 grill

i shared with mummy: mix combo consisting lamb, fish and prawns

bryan's grilled salmon

daddy dearest's grilled lamb

22nd july:day out in kl, watched the karate kid, went to titiwangsa for dinner with lim yew phin

fried squid

hokkien mee fried with charcoal

me and bro's straw made suspension bridge while we were in times square mcd

20th June: working as usher for SME award event,terrible organiser, ego and rough, do not know how to respect employees

trying to darken the make up

the waiting and networking area for VIPs in grand dorsett subang

me and bestie

using the new maybelline gel air liner on her

my favourite daisy!

in the midst of waiting for the rest

the award which will rotate

丁噹-你為什麼說謊

2010-06-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

23rd June 2010, 11.50am
I will be away from malaysia in 4 days time. Will be missing my loved ones here and not forgetting the food and my lovely friends and buddies. Please do not for get and ignore me when i'm i'm back. Will try my best to stay in touch when i'm away.

this song touched my heart. please sit back and enjoy. the pin yin is specially for my sis who doesn't know how to read chinese.

这次我走开 zhe ci wo zou kai

再没有话要说出来 zai mei you hua yao shuo chu lai

我不想再期待走下去 wo bu xiang zai qi dai zou xia qu

还能多精彩 hai neng duo jing cai

我不了解你怎能心安 wo bu liao jie ni zen neng xin an

也抓不住你的倔强 ye zhua bu zhu ni de jue qiang

可是我知道你 ke shi wo zhi dao ni

你为什么说谎 ni wei shen me shuo huang

*你说你还在 ni shuo ni hai zai

一分一秒也没走开 yi fen yi miao ye mei zou kai

我想留在这里 wo xiang liu zai zhe li

可是这一切已太晚 ke shi zhe yi qie yi tai wan

我不能再像从前一样 wo bu neng zai xiang cong qian yi yang

为我们的明天疯狂 wei wo men de ming tian feng kuang

你不必解释你为什么说谎 ni bu bi jie shi ni wei shen me shuo huang

Chorus

你不能说我没有爱过 ni bu neng shuo wo mei you ai guo

说我没等过难过 shuo wo mei deng guo nan guo

我也想说 wo ye xiang shuo

也许能重来我却还是沉默 ye xu neng chong lai wo que hai shi chen mo

你一直问我的心到底在不在 ni yi zhi wen wo de xin dao di zai bu zai

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱 wen wo zen neng bu yi han jiu diu shi le ai

而我的泪 er wo de lei

怎么就流下来 zen me jiu liu xia lai

Repeat *

Repeat Chorus

你一直问我的心到底在不在 ni yi zhi wen wo de xin dao di zai bu zai

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱 wen wo zen neng bu yi han jiu diu shi ai

而我的泪怎么就流下来 er wo de lei zen me jiu liu xia lai

ANNUAL MID YEAR TROOP CAMP

2010-06-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

14th June 2010, 2.45pm

dedicated and energetic scouters all the time, with lim vincent on the top photo, chan yee en and lee kin meng at the bottom photo

the group photo on the final day

going through the obstacles of fallen trees which blocked the path way after the heavy downpour, latex from trees are still sticky

yoon kong's hand made cooking stove

I'm jus back from camp,did not went straight to sleep, instead i'm awake to blog and upload photos in facebook. I'm not part of the camper, just a scouter monitoring and ensuring everything runs well. Therefore not lacking of sleep as i slept before 12am in the camp. It's another lifetime experience this round, though some should have experienced this when they were a scout instead of scouter. Finding water and food resources from tree,cooking coconut rice, building a stove using aluminium cans and chopping bamboo. As usual, it takes something to learn something, i broke an axe.

~time to settle down to usual daily routine~

my final summer break

2010-06-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

12th June 2010,11.05pm

For the first time i'm not working during my summer break, the feeling is terrible whereby the rest of my friends are working but not me,felt useless. However, these are the events which compensated the bad feeling.

3rd June: a day visit to genting and the view from the cable car at night

11th June in templers park,it's been long since i entered forest for troop camp

me with yew phin, thanks for his help during the camp

flag break ceremony,that's the number of participants

credits to them for helping me to fetch the scouts here, they became my hang out kaki recently

12th june: trip to sungai besar with family

squid with zero cholestrol

steamed prawns

steamed fish with teo chew style,the sauce tasted great

another dish of shrimps,they were bought fresh

~am suffering from terrible muscle ache due to chopping and sawing of bamboo, will be overnight in templers tomorrow and back on monday~

the FIRST AMERICAN IDOL in malaysia

2010-06-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

4th June 2020, 1.30pm
Photos below which should be posted a month ago but i'm to lazy and busy, obviously we weren't allowed to carry cameras with us throughout the concert, but certain thick faced individuals managed to sneak in as well. The following photos which are significantly clear are taken from public sources and the blurer ones are taken with my lousy camera phone before entering the concert.

miss clarkson with her simple black dress and rocked all night without any fancy costumes, it's quality that matters

the 'one in a million' winner with the sweet appearance and playing violin

the 1st malaysian idol winner-jacyln victor

the crew who will be travelling throughout the all i ever wanted tour with her

my rock zone free standing ticket

me with my cousie, fue chien

the real early birds, i'm few rows behind

the stage and the place which i'm standing

baloons falling to keep us waiting, natalie from hitz.fm was the host and i manage to catch a free poster from her

~will try to be more hardworking in blog posting~

granny's 78th birthday

2010-05-30T05:55:00.000-07:00

30th May 2010, 10.10pm
3rd year 1st semester officially over with 4 subjects examined.pray hard i will pass all.time for holidays and updates of happenings during last month and this month. it was granny's 78th birthday celebration in oriental pavilion and it falled on the same day as the thomas cup between the fight of china against malaysia.

started with appetizers

fried brinjal with pork floss

'pun choi' it's a typical chinese dish with abalone, scallops, yam, goose palm, sea cucumber, chicken, duck, brocolli, etc..

the main role with her birthday cake

the mushroom head with future bride-to-be

~everyone else is working but me, felt so useless, next post will be kelly clarkson's concert,stay tuned!~

out of boredom

2010-05-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

15th Maly 2010,11.20am
I don't wanna be highy sought after i complete my studies, Ijust want a job which provides me comfortable lifestyle allowing me to spend time with my loved ones and live a fun filled and fulfilled life with no regrets!
~striving hard for the next 2 weeks~

men's best friend

2010-05-11T20:53:00.000-07:00

12th May 2010, 12.00pm
It's heartache to see animals being abused and abandoned by their owner. It's sad to see them being helpless when they are being ill-treated by the cruel human beings in any kind of situation. If you are capable with a kind heart and love pets, please adopt one today or else they may be executed. why would you willing to spend so much money to buy an expensive breed when the rest of the unfortunate ones will be left unattended with hunger.

~love them as if they are your family members or our best friend~

this is me

2010-05-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

5th May 2010, 11.35am
I'm always being neglected. I will be listened only when i voiced out, or else nobody will noticed my absence even though i disappeared. Only someone whom has an important position in the heart will catch the attention. You will be willing to lose your principles and dignity for it. But i forgo unhappy moments easily, in other words i'm fast in forgiving, i can gain back my happy mood in just a day. Easy come easy go, of course it takes to come easily in order to leave easily. Even though i may not be listened half the time i'm talking, doesn't matter, i will choose to remain silent and excel in the things i do. Exams in less than 3 weeks, time to welcome the dark circles and painful breakouts.

~please do not attempt to find out what i wrote here, it's just an expression of deep feelings~

lightning and thunder

2010-04-23T20:00:00.000-07:00

24th April 2010, 11.05am
Had delightful dinner last night until not much photos taken.

highly recommended chicken wings

waiting for my hair to grow longer

~love comes naturally just like the thunder and lightning~

sleeping is my best solution

2010-04-22T03:07:00.000-07:00

22nd April 2010, 6.10pm
Officially got back my room! i missed it so much! =) my cousins were occupying it for the last 2 weeks, i did not mind at all though.Enjoyed their company whilst having less time spent on studies, feeling extremely guilty now and it's time to be more hardworking. Audit mock test was today and the effort put in was 30%. My mood is moderately good these few days, though i'm behind time in terms of studies and assignment, also despite having the feeling of being isolated and ignored. I enjoy sleeping through unhappiness!

~great appetite and craves for delicious food lately and will be kicing off to yoga later~

ALL I EVER WANTED TOUR

2010-04-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

17th April 2010, 1.20pm
Time to get my hands on the one and only assignment this semester, so many journals to read through. i'd better be hardworking this weekend, i'm going for KELLY CLARKSON'S concert next sunday, something which i never ever expected to happen, WHEE! credits to my uncle and my cousin sis. It's free standing tickets and pretty close to the stage, I'm so excited! seeing her in person.it's been long since i went for a concert, my last one was Michael Learns To Rock.

~this made my day!~

know it but difficult to apply it

2010-04-15T19:34:00.000-07:00

16th April 2010, 10.45am
Men are most prone to argue when they have made a mistake or upset the woman they love.
Due to he is not validating her point of view or speaking in a caring way and her disapproval in her tone of voice wounded her man, argument arises. In the beginning of a relationship, she gives him the message that she approves him or he feels confident that he can win her approval and feel loved. Women commonly interrogate about his behavior with a disapproving tone. They do this because they think it will teach him a lesson. However it does not provide a lesson but creates fear and resentment to him. Gradually, he becomes less and less motiveted to show his love.
Here are some solutions:
1.communicate with a loving, validating and approving attitude
2.accept and understand that no one is perfect
3.see IT(the argument) coming and lie it low for awhile,take a time out to center yourself
4.to approve is to find the loving intention or the goodness behind the outside behavior.

~sometimes silent moments or nothing to say do not mean hung up the phone, it's the companion and being there that matter~

peace in me

2010-04-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

15th April 2010, 10.05pm
Just completed my International Finance Time Constraint Assessment today. Did not sleep well due to the extremely hot weather, had stomach ache before the test, was so worried that i can't focus for the exam. I had a bad experience before back in primary school when i had terrible stomach ache till i almost flung my objective paper as i can't concentrate, but lucky i managed to do well in the subjective paper, didn't want the same nightmare to happen again. i'm so scared but i can't turn my worries to anyone, people surrounding were also busy preparing for the exam. Fortunately, the test today ended well and i can answer most of the questions. After auditing class, i went for my first yoga class in my life, i feel so refreshed now after i sweat and relaxed.

here are some position i did just now,gonna have terrible body ache tomorrow

~had a peace of mind for a moment~ =)

another tying knot event!

2010-04-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

11th April 2010, 7.50pm
Another cousin of mine got married. Should feel happy about it, but photos taken with my ugly hairstyle made it imperfect.

with the bride, no photos of the bridegroom taken..

the sweet couple which i attended their wedding in sweden back in 2007

when will our respective's wedding be?

soon will be sis turn in december

~my health not in good condition~ =(

2010-04-01T04:23:00.000-07:00

1st April 2010, 7.30pm
In need of something to cheer me up, though i might be fooled on April Fool.

WHY ARGUMENTS HURT

2010-03-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

31st March 2010, 9.10pm
It is not what it was said but how it was said:
A man unknowingly hurt his partner by speaking in an uncaring manner and then goes on explain why she should not be upset. He mistakenly assumes she is resisting the content of his point of view, when really his unloving delivery is what upsets her. When a man neglects to honor a woman's hurt feelings he invalidates them and increases her hurt. It is hard for him to understand her hurt because he is not as vulnerable to uncaring comments and tones. On the other hand, woman start and escalate arguments by first sharing negative feelings about their partner's behaviour and then by giving unsolicated advice. When a woman feels her relationship being challenged the tone of her speech automatically becomes increasingly mistrusting and rejecting. This kind of rejection which woman unaware of is more hurtful to a man, especially when he is emotionally involved. However knowing these truth will not be sufficient enough to solve the problem, I've not finish reading the solution yet, shall post it next time, sorry to keep you in suspense.

~credits to men are from mars, women are from venus~

Starry Starry Night

2010-03-27T21:36:00.000-07:00

28th March 2010, 12.40pm
I took off from home when the dawn was not broken for 'cheng beng'. Along the winding roads, i see this outside. It's been long since i last saw this scenery, perhaps the last time i recalled was in my national service campsite in 2006.
The universe could be so beautiful. How i wish i could lie down on wide soft grass to admirer the starry starry sky which bring me one step closer to wisdom. The stare you gave me the first time was so memorable that i can't forget it till today. It made me felt so heavy and blue.

This song naturally blended in:
Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

THE ANSWER

2010-03-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

28th March 2010, 12.05am
I couldn't sleep so i decided to let this out,
It's heartache to realise things are no longer the same,
Not for the better but inversely,
I'm tired of raising the same issue, being unappreciated and taken for granted,
I am still willing to wait for what it used to be to return one day,
Enlightenment, Laughter, Assurance, Appreciation, Commitment, Trust and Fate,
But my tolerance will hit its limit,
When i'm no longer able to live in this continuous darkness,
I will choose to live without it,
Please forgive my cruelty that time,
I'm afraid of getting hurted and burned once again,
This feeling is unbearable.

~silence is golden when you choose to escape reality, things are out of our control sometimes, so stop thinking!whether it's the past or future~

song which easily get into my mind

2010-03-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

Whats somebody like you, doing in a place like this?

say, did you come alone? or did you bring all your friends.

say, whats your name, what you drinking

i think i know what you're thinking

baby whats your sign, tell me yours ill tell you mine

say, whats somebody like you doing in a place like this

CHORUS: I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again

Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again

This free fall's, got me so

Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before

Hope you don't see me flash,

but I cant help but want you more, more

Baby tell me whats your story I ain't shy, don't you worry

I'm flirting with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight

So do you come here much,

I gotta see your face some more, some more coz baby I

CHORUS: I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again

Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again

This free fall's, got me so

Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

If we ever meet again

I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again

i wont let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again

i'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again

i wont let you go away-ay-ay

REPEAT CHORUS

~no matter how much i do, i don't seem to make you pleased~

february babies

2010-03-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

12th March 2010, 3.40pm
The enjoyment i had in february before things changed.

~will not do much talking from now onwards and listen more~no longer sharing of gossips,discussion of any random topics

missing all these

2010-03-10T02:28:00.000-08:00

10th March 2010, 6.40pm
Here I am back to my homeground, with money can't buy learning experience and exposure, of course not forgetting the luxury i enjoyed in Marriott Manila, credits to the sponsor of CFA Malaysia.

do i have the corporate look?

the team which i've been spending time with for the last 2 months

this is us in casual: hamdhaan, jack, farah, mabel and me

the bed which is even bigger than my bed at home and i have all to myself =)

a large lcd screen tv and a mini workplace, could just spend the whole day in this all in one room

with a glassed bathroom,is seen through from the bed, but you could adjust the curtain down if you are sharing the room with someone

the leather couch which you could comfortably sleep on it

slippers provided for light travellers

soak in the bath tub after a full day of stress

and even a bathrobe catered if you do not have a sleeping pyjamas

when you are out of the hotel:

phillippines traditional costumes

the so called 'ball' to me, it's a globe, outside mall of asia, claimed to be the biggest mall in asia

figuring out how to manage the chopsticks and put the sushi into his mouth made him so emo =)

sushi for lunch before boarding the plane

half way back to where i started

~it's time to be on track with the studies,4 months time i'll be travelling again,whee!~

human nature

2010-03-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2010, 8.00pm
People, including me tend to act out of their circle of life sometimes without noticing someone may get offended, just to make themselves stand out from the crowd. But what goes around comes around, one day you will encounter others who generally present themselves better than you do and you will feel threatened. You will not feel this last time as you were once in the person's shoe, but you will feel it when you are playing one of the crowd's role now. So when you feel this, try sitting back and ask for your trusted and soulmate's advice. It will definitely make you feel better and realised you are not always the player. You can perform as well being a low profile person, it's the quality that counts!

~it's hard to balance between maintaining a good relationship with others and sustaining self-consciousness~

The Natural Cycle of People

2010-02-28T02:21:00.000-08:00

28th February 2010, 6.30pm
At this exact moment, it will be taking off. things will be paused and resumed in a couple of months time. The heart gets heavier as it flies further away from here. Only way I could make the situation better was to hold back myself. I will not break the promise, and will live my life to the fullest each and every day i can.

~misses what happened on the 26th July 2009 onwards, will it remain the same?~

undelightful happenings

2010-02-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

24th February 2010, 8.05pm
It's been awhile since i posted something, too lazy for it, i'm so sorry to my forever loyal listener, which is this blog. This year's cny has definitely not been a good one and it's almost coming to an end.taking up 4 subjects made everyone so tired, attending meetings even worn me out totally,lying down on the bed flat is my daily routine now till end of may.

bye bye miao miaos,they are no longer be seen waving to you in 1U

the mentor with HELP team, we'll be hitting Manila soon for the CFA Investment Challenge Research, representative of Malaysia for the regional competition, 'a-hem!' i'm still doubting my capabilities

~still pounder what i did was a wise action, undergoing lots of stress currently~

no longer the same

2010-02-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010, 10.50pm
It's the 2nd day of CNY,i'm bored and envy going through every single day, seeing couples hanging out during valentines, expressing of love with all sorts of manner, from buying bouquet of flowers, dedicating poems to having a romantic candle light dinner, while on the other side of me not expecting anything memorable to happen, just stucked at home catching up dramas, eating and sleeping. Almost everyone around me is no longer single to celebrate the good thing of being singles. Next year silence will be even more significant at home, dearest sis will be tying her knot end of this year, it's something to be cheered and toasted.

~lonely dragon in the tiger's valentine~

longing for a pink daisy

2010-02-12T20:37:00.000-08:00

13th February 2010, 12.40pm
It's Valentines' Day and First Day of Chinese New Year tomorrow. A song dedicated to the ones who are away from home and can't spend this special day together with your loved ones. =)

too little too much

2010-02-11T19:16:00.000-08:00

12th February 2010, 11.20am
University started, doubts arise, confusion comes, sleepness nights approach, workloads piling, responsibilities and burden increase, working opportunities slashed, money in the bank deducting = stress killing me!

sneak preview of bali photos

2010-02-03T07:14:00.000-08:00

3rd February 2010, 11.20pm
I had to say: I miss holiday trips!

me being so horny molesting the fella's well built chest

the centre of attraction

stepping on the softy sand

flowerly bath

coffee beans spilling its smell in bali

~shall catch up more when it's finally over, hooray!~

dinner @ louisiana

2010-01-26T23:14:00.000-08:00

27th January 2010, 3.20pm
Revival of my blog after it is dead for 10 days since the last post. This is me after my boyish haircut.

louisiana in kelana jaya with the lake view

mix grill

wild mushrron soup with garlic bread

escargot baked with CHEEZZZZE

spaghetti with shrimp, the total bill cost quite a lot

BH & BP (sorry that one needs to go for a surgery soon)

at one u before catching the case 39

~pending for the release of my last sem's results, had a wonderful meal last night~

WAS IN BALI...

2010-01-17T01:50:00.000-08:00

17th January 2010, 6.00pm
Been not updatingly frequently due to meetings and rushing of tight schedule, but i'm not that hardworking also, delaying works.

early arrival at denpasar makes me smile

kfc made this so nice when you ordered a drink from them

outside hardrock hotel,i did not stay there

kintamani: view of a volcano

bebek meal with view of the paddy field

this satay tase GOOD!

i look terrible,face and hair so oily.....

at the entrance of bedugul

inside

100% matching

tanah lot: no one is allowed to enter the temple even though is low tide as it is only for ritual purposes

nice view behind till you feel like tilting your head a bit?

we rented this to go around kuta

seafood delight!

more descriptions next time when i have pictures which taken with a dslr, i want my holiday back!

bad romance

2010-01-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

this is for the people who like this song, especially you...salute her unique style always,not many people dares to wear like her

~sorry can't cut the song to the verse you like~

first attempt of rock climbing

2010-01-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

2nd January 2010, 10.30pm
I picked up a new sport-ROCK CLIMBING...try this at mad monkeyz climbing gym located at wangsa maju. affordable price at RM14 each visit (includes choes, chalk and entrance fee), good form of exercise, builds patience and determination.

the shoes look cute and tiny, it must be tight according to the management

size no. 8 belonged to me

me and xian's locker name: carrot

this is before, still able to make cheeky faces

still can smile brightly

during the process, seeing experts climbing

not as easy as it shown

i'm following the yellow path and the target is the yellow cross, i failed to stretch and reach

after about 2 hours plus, dead exhausted..

~i'll be back to achieve one star! taking up yoga classes starting january, it's time to kick my ass off to register~

more photos lining up

2010-01-01T18:40:00.000-08:00

2nd January 2010, 11.00am
It's a brand new year! recaps of what had happened in the crossing of 31st dec 2009 to 1st jan 2010.firstly, it was a treat for vanne and an yi at paddington house of pancakes.

treasure box

chicken cheese with fried spaghetti

dorry fish with tartar sauce and mashed potatoes

new year's day at seremban eating self-wrapped popia

night at sushi-tei

~determination of cutting down on food fails~

you guys weren't acquaintance!

2009-12-30T17:34:00.000-08:00

31st December 2009, 9.40am
Its been 3 years since we got to know each other, and i'm glad that we still stay in touch, even though it's just a one year once affair.

we flew kite in pd, the macho looks from of both from the back

never regretted to join a-level though it wasted time compared with foundation, but gain this precious friendship

and credits to hock wei for telling us the nice places to eat in pd, not forgetting chee han and alex for joining us on 28th night in a simple celebration for wong chen shing

~will be out for lunch with BFFS and new year's eve celebration tonight, having mild muscle ache now due to rock climbing~

joyous christmas

2009-12-29T18:02:00.000-08:00

30th December 2009, 10.10am
This year's christmas is definitely a better one than last year, i did not celebrate last year's chrstmas. It's 2 days time to a brand new year, wishing all the best for everyone. Back to christmas eve, i spent the night by watching another round of ps i love you. this time i did not cry, maybe the surrounding did not encouraged me to tear, as i'm lucky and happy with it now, and we exchanged presents. On christmas night, we had bbq party at dequeen's residence.

comfortably adapting to her house

the host

after stomach is filled, photo time

rarrrr...marshmellow war

the gang of us in uel baaf

YOU all made the difference!

~more photos to come, signing off to college and rock climbing~

christmas and new year approaching..

2009-12-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

23rd December 2009, 11.30pm
It's a tiring and bloating week, as in stomach bloating due to extreme food consumption, i had to admit i've been eating a lot lately, tummy grew bigger each day. It's time to cut down, perhaps after the new year's day, make it a new year resolution. Is it in time so that i will not expose my tummy when i'm in bali after that?

taken few hours ago in curve after dinner in 'ying ker lou'

and i was in mid valley this afternoon,tight schedule...

~last christmas, i gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away. this year, to save me from tears, i gave it to someone special: this song always plays in my mind whenever christmas is approaching~

more photos of food,less photos of me

2009-12-21T02:12:00.000-08:00

21st December 2009, 6.30pm
Just back home after my 4 days 3 nights trip to THE FOOD PARADISE-PENANG.

Day 1 lunch at new world park

modernized ABC with additional fruits and ice-cream

curry mee

fried oyster

pai tee

Day 2

huge tortoises in kek lok si, they are well fed by tourists

famous air itam market laksa

opposite the famous one, another stall operated by a dumb and deaf folk,i've been eating his laksa since young, his laksa has stronger fish taste, suitable for one who dislike too spicy or sour

headed to KHOO KONGSI..you will get a free entrance if your surname is Khoo

the stage for performance

its architecture has been more than 100 years

drawing of hundreds of children and thousands of grandchildren,' bak zi qin xun' in cantonese

the carving of dragon on the wall

you'll see this in the justice pao drama

do not imitate how he sits when you eat

headed to famous dessert in jalan penang, those people just stood along the road and eat

SUPERB CENDOL,i came for another round the next day

before going out for dinner in new lane, near macalister road

porridge with fried pork organs, yummy

prawn mee

fried oyster

do not hesitate to try this, fried chicken backside, this is good

TASTY AND SPICY CURRY MEE

char kuey teow

prawn paste chee cheong fun, i'm do not eat this here also i would give a thumb up

apom, nice too..

early celebration for sis birthday, cake from Ritz Cakes and Pastries

Day 3:

took a walk at the beach

BEST ASAM LAKSA TASTED SO FAR,in Jalan Penang

BEST FRIED OYSTER in Lorong Selamat

AND THE BEST FRIED KUEY TEOW

this is when we were desperate, eating in the car

Day 4: Lunch at bukit tambun- Makanan Laut Jeti

glass noodles steamed with prawns, delicious!

my first attempt eating shark meat, less cruel compared to shark's fin

frog a.k.a. 'tin kai'

sweet sour crab

I'm longing to visit Penang again for their local delicacies, visiting the war and toy musuem. More trips to come. Till then, sorry if my post made you hungry, they made me fat too..

sick pooh

2009-12-05T20:27:00.000-08:00

the pooh is currently sick and need more rest to recover soon, however it is still holding its pot of hunny closely , how responsible and lovely it is in taking care of its favourite.

after the honeymoon..

2009-12-05T02:10:00.000-08:00

5th December 2009, 6.15pm
It was another gathering after they're back from honeymoon in BALI, i'll be going there next year too, but obviously not for honeymoon, however it's a trip i'm looking forward to. I've got a souvenir from them, it's another love added to my collection.

the newly married couple

the chew + chin family

who's next: definitely my sis

welcome to the family nicholas chin, coincidently he has the same surname as us

all cried out

2009-12-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

"All Cried Out"

All alone on a Sunday morning

Outside I see the rain is falling

Inside I'm slowly dying

But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying

And youDon't you know my tears will burn the pillow

Set this place on fire 'Cause I'm tired of your lie

All I needed was a simple "Hello"

But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry(I)

I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain(And you)

You leave me so confused

Now I'm all cried out, over you.

Cryin' over you, yeah

Never wanted to see things your way,

Had to go astray For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)

Now I see that the grass is greener

Is it too late for me to find my way home,

How could I be so wrong?

Leaving me all alone

Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno

Romance up in flames,Why should I take the blame?

You were the one who left me neglected (I'm so sorry baby)

Apology not accepted Add me to the broken hearts you've collected

(I) I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)

How was I to know,You would weaken so easily(I)

I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)

Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)Over you(I)

I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain And you

You left me so confused

Now I'm all cried out Now I'm all cried outOver you

~credits to ivan who let me knew this song~

slight improvement, slow progress

2009-12-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

1st December 2009,9.50pm
It's the 5th day that i'm sick, and there is slow recovery in me. Besides, slow progress in studies, and exams gonna be in 13 days time. Please heal me immediately and let me absorb what i'm suppose to know faster.

photos of past weekend

2009-11-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

30th November 2009, 1.30pm
It's the end of November, it's time to stay focus on exams,in addition i'm sick,so will not explain much on the photos.

steamboat
always a must

restoran lye fong at the gardens, always crowded with people. this dish is quite worth trying

finally able to taste it,but i made the worng choice, this is some ordinary fried yellow mee and cost RM 17.90, not worth the expectation

fried sweet potato ball.. kinda tasteless

belated birthday girl